Alright, I will admit, I have an addiction to music, ever since I started to grow up. It has always been to good to me, other than the less-than-prefered music I heard over the years. My ears have changed over the years, so has my taste in music. But, I do not know how, but there is a song for a every feeling, every moment. Musicians are very beautiful people, but some are not so great (I am not going to go in detail with that because I might end up insulting people). Anyway, artists are artists, and they can explain things so much better than I.
Now, I will just list some songs I love/loved.
1. "How Soon Is Now"- The Smiths
This was the first song I listened to that I felt as though spoke to my soul. Morrisey's voice is just so amazing, and the song is so unique and perfect for relieving stress on a rough night.
2. "Wish You Were Here"- Pink Floyd
I love this ballad. Some of you can argue with me if it is a ballad, but for now, it is a ballad. It just makes everything relax, the atomsphere totally changes when you play this song. It is perfect for a cozy night in.
3. "Waterloo Sunset"- The Kinks
A light-hearted song on my playlist. I listened to this while I was just goofing around with my friends. It just screams youth :). Sha la la :).
4. "Asleep"- The Smiths
This song is probably one of my all time favorites. It makes everything calmer and dreamy and mysty. I know that does not make any sense at all, but listen to it. This song is perfect after a breakup or heartbreak, however you put it.
5. "Woodland"- Paper Kites
I always imagine a child running through a meadow whenever I hear this song. The lyrics and melody are so youthful in my minds, and it such a happy song. :)
6. "Montana"- Youth Lagoon
Irony is very present in this song. With the dreamy, mystical melody with the sad lyrics, it usually is not best played at a party. However, this unique song can explain many of my days. Perfect from a bus ride home when it is raining outside.
7. "Lover of the Light"- Mumford and Sons
I absolutely love Mumford and Sons. They are defintely one of my favorite bands and sound amazing live. This song makes me feel so powerful yet calm all at the same time.
8. "Serendpity"- Greg Holden
Another happy song. It reminds me of snow falling on face as I am making a snow angel. I love his voice; it sounds amazing.
9. "The Summer We Raised You"- Years Around the Sun
The ultimate summer roadtrip/beach song. It makes me feel so free and so happy. I love this song, and it makes me feel as though I am in a dream.
10. "The Swimming Song"- Vetiver
Ok, I probably lied. This is in the running for the ultimate summer roadtrip/beach song. Again, it is just so carefree.
11. "Gonzo"- All American Rejects
There is something about this song that I love. I cannot pinpoint it, but it makes feel as though I am in a house party.
12. "Mr. Brightside"- The Killers
This is one of the many songs I find myself turning my boombox all the way up whenever I hear this song. It is perfect for jamming out on a Friday or Saturday Night.
13. "God Save the Queen"- The Sex Pistols
Not the most politcally-liked song, but perfect for just jamming out. Same feeling with the Killers.
14. "Easy to Love"- The Jezabels
I was looking for the perfect song to choregraph my modern dance, and I found this. It makes me feel so powerful, and my dancers do to.
15. "More Than Life"- Whitley
Very airy and dreamlike song. Perfect for just hanging around or being in a coffee shop. :)
Moreover, songs can explain moments better than I can ever do. That is what I wanted to show you. Again, I do not mean to insult or offend anyone, so if you feel offended/insulted in any way, please send me your reason and I will send back an apology. Email my colleague lillianjuly24@aol.com.
With Love,
Violet Sar Bleu
Monday, December 31, 2012
Lazy Girl's Guide to Wearing Sweatpants
Yes, I wear sweatpants on a regular basis, but I try not to look as sloppy as I can because I still want to be presentable. Jeans can be restricting. They make them too tight, so sweatpants give your legs "a day off". However, sometimes, we have to see people. I want to make sweatpants as wearable as possible, but I highly doubt we can wear it to work unless we are a personal trainer or a coach or an athlete. But for all of us who are going to school, I guess I will try to make it look like we tried :).
Tips:
1. Avoid wearing anything related to athletic gear on top as much as possible. Not only do they add bulk to your wonderful body, but they also add sloppieness to them. So, avoid wearing anything baggy on top.
2. Stick with plain sweatpants. Usually, those that are printed or have stripes down the side, it is hard to make them as unnoticeable or unsloppy as much as possible. Plain sweatpants are actually easier to hide.
3. Stick with dark neutral shades such as navy, black, burgundy, and dark grey. I feel as though those are the best colors to work sweatpants into your outfit because one: white can get messy, two: it looks cleaner, three: you have a plainer canvas.
1. Outfit #1: Regular Plain Black Sweatpants
| Danskin |
| Target |
| Forever 21 |
2. Outfit #2: Cuffed Sweatpants
| Anywhere |
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| Urban Outfitters |
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| Free People |
This outfit is great if you are having a bad hair day too :). Cuff sweatpants are actually more difficult to make it look not so bad. Why? I have no idea, but it can actually look approtiate by adding a denim shirt. Denim is uncomfortable on the legs because of today's manufacturing, but as a shirt, it is very comfortable. The headwrap, will again, draw attention upward (and hide bad hair if we have it). Again, try not to wear athletic shoes with this outfit. (Sweatpants can be in either dark neutral color such as black, dark grey, navy, or burgundy).
3. Outfit #3: Tight Sweatpants
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| Charlotte Russe |
| Anywhere |
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| Forever 21 |
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| Forever 21 |
Probably least noticeable pair of sweatpants, if worn right, will be the skinny sweatpant, not the overly tight ones that fit like leggings. All we really need to do is add a looser top to counter balance the tightness of the jeans, add texture, and bring the attention to the face and top to avoid sloppiness.
Here are my 3 ways to wear sweatpants in a way where we do not look like a slob :). It took me awhile to get the hang of it, but once I did, it got easier. Many people frown upon wearing sweatpants, but I think that if it were done right, it looks good. Anyway, live life comfortably.
Again, if I offended you in anyway, email your complaint to my colleague's email lillianjuly24@aol.com. I mean no harm. If you have any questions email or comment :).
With Love,
Violet Sar Bleu
Sunday, December 30, 2012
A Look Back
Ring in the New Year! :) While some of you are writing your resolutions, I am not. I rather not. Why? Well, my darlings, I do not like to make a list of things I want to change about myself because it is not right. Why change yourself? You are perfect the way you are, but if you are not happy with yourself, go right ahead. :) I am fine with myself, all the habits and all. Instead of making a resolution list, I prefer to look back on how I grew as a person. This may seem cheesy to many of you, but it works for me, unlike the resolution list.
1. I learned that I prefer to be on my own. When I am independent from everyone, I am happier. I feel more free. It is just the way I am because I prefer to be the only person in control.
2. There is a world wide epidemic on freeloaders. We all know who they are. Those people who sit back and do nothing while others are doing their work and giving a part of it to the freeloaders. Apparently, alot of people do it. Shocker.
3. I am not a people person. Many of you probably noticed it by now, but I do not like talking to people. It may be a certain people, but I am not a people person. I can act like I do not mind the person, but in truth, I rather be alone.
4. I have the weirdest pet peeves. For some weird reason, I have alot of weird pet peeves. I cannot stand alot of things, and if I start to talk about them now, I will just end up ranting for the rest of the entire blog.
5. There is nothing better to me than having a movie night with myself. I just like to lay on the couch and watch my favorite films with my favorite junk food, including sugary cereal.
6. No matter how much I try, I look frumpy in 80s and 40s style dresses. Marilyn Monroe dresses look great on Marilyn Monroe because she actually has a shape. Yeah, I am not curvy, so those dresses do nothing for me. I look better in simple skater dresses, mini shapeless dresses, and shapeless maxi dresses. Those flatter my body.
7. High heels hurt. They look beautiful, but once I worn them for 4 to 5 hours for the first time, they killed my feet. Pointe shoes are bad, but high heels give a different type of pain. Yeah, not fun, my arches were killed by the end of the night.
8. I learned how to smirk. Sometimes, back then, when I smirked, it looks like I am frowning. Yeah, but luckly, I was taught how.
9. I am not mean, just unmerciful. I think that I am mean, but people just say that I am unmerciful if they harm me. I guess that is a better way of putting it.
10. I learned the meaning of "Valley Girl".
11. I look bitchy. According to some of my friends, they would not have spoken to me if I did not smile at them. I look mean. Maybe it is the black hair on the pale skin, maybe it is my harsh features, I do not know. I just learned how to deal with it by smiling more. Yes, smiling makes us look so much friendlier.
Yes, those are some of the things I learned in this past year. I know there are some more, but I cannot think of any. Have a happy New Year. Love you all and I hope you learned something in the past year. Best of Wishes.
If anything insulted you, then please send me your complaint to my colleague's email lillianjuly24@aol.com. If you have any questions or other thoughts, email or comment below.
With love,
Violet Sar Bleu
1. I learned that I prefer to be on my own. When I am independent from everyone, I am happier. I feel more free. It is just the way I am because I prefer to be the only person in control.
2. There is a world wide epidemic on freeloaders. We all know who they are. Those people who sit back and do nothing while others are doing their work and giving a part of it to the freeloaders. Apparently, alot of people do it. Shocker.
3. I am not a people person. Many of you probably noticed it by now, but I do not like talking to people. It may be a certain people, but I am not a people person. I can act like I do not mind the person, but in truth, I rather be alone.
4. I have the weirdest pet peeves. For some weird reason, I have alot of weird pet peeves. I cannot stand alot of things, and if I start to talk about them now, I will just end up ranting for the rest of the entire blog.
5. There is nothing better to me than having a movie night with myself. I just like to lay on the couch and watch my favorite films with my favorite junk food, including sugary cereal.
6. No matter how much I try, I look frumpy in 80s and 40s style dresses. Marilyn Monroe dresses look great on Marilyn Monroe because she actually has a shape. Yeah, I am not curvy, so those dresses do nothing for me. I look better in simple skater dresses, mini shapeless dresses, and shapeless maxi dresses. Those flatter my body.
7. High heels hurt. They look beautiful, but once I worn them for 4 to 5 hours for the first time, they killed my feet. Pointe shoes are bad, but high heels give a different type of pain. Yeah, not fun, my arches were killed by the end of the night.
8. I learned how to smirk. Sometimes, back then, when I smirked, it looks like I am frowning. Yeah, but luckly, I was taught how.
9. I am not mean, just unmerciful. I think that I am mean, but people just say that I am unmerciful if they harm me. I guess that is a better way of putting it.
10. I learned the meaning of "Valley Girl".
11. I look bitchy. According to some of my friends, they would not have spoken to me if I did not smile at them. I look mean. Maybe it is the black hair on the pale skin, maybe it is my harsh features, I do not know. I just learned how to deal with it by smiling more. Yes, smiling makes us look so much friendlier.
Yes, those are some of the things I learned in this past year. I know there are some more, but I cannot think of any. Have a happy New Year. Love you all and I hope you learned something in the past year. Best of Wishes.
If anything insulted you, then please send me your complaint to my colleague's email lillianjuly24@aol.com. If you have any questions or other thoughts, email or comment below.
With love,
Violet Sar Bleu
Friday, December 28, 2012
Regrets
Remember my post about friends becoming apart? Yeah, I suddenly had this feeling to look them up, and I thought they were doing just fine. I was wrong. They were not. Two of my lovely friends have a baby. They are fifteen, not even an adult themselves yet. I feel terrible. If I stayed, would I be able to stop it. One of my friends, I would not state his name, but he has a baby and has many tattoos. The tattoos look lovely, but at the age of fifteen, I think it is too early to be an urban gypsy. To tell you the truth when I moved from Sharpstown to the ugly suburbs of Missouri City, I thought my friends would do great things, but I am wrong. Two of my friends have a baby. Both look lovely, but that is not the point. Usually, people would wait until they are settled, but I guess they wanted a different path. I just wonder "what could I have done?".
Sometimes, I wish that I did not move. I feel as though I am wasting space, having no use in this place I was dumped into. If I stayed in Sharpstown, I would have a purpose. I guess when I saw the baby pictures of my friends, it was a wake up call. It put me back into reality; the ugly reality that shocks people out of the dream they were in. I miss him and her so much, but their spouses need them to take care of a baby. A baby. I cannot believe that. I do not want to believe that. They were such wonderful and smart kids. Growing up with them was gift. One of them, she was my roomate in camp for 4 days. I would have never believe that she would be a teenage mom. The other one, he was my biggest crush and one of my closest friends in the 5th grade. I would have never believe that he would be a father at the age of 15.
I am not here to insult anyone. I am not here to insult any teenage parents because I do not want to. As I said before, people bloom differently, just as flowers do. I cannot say how to grow up to be an adult, but things shock me. When we grow up with someone and leave for a couple of years and come back, we would have never know what they would be in around 5 years. I expected change, but not that big of a change. I feel bad that I am even feeling shocked because I do not want to be shocked. But, I guess at the age of 15 and we have friends at 10, and they become something that we never expected, we will be shocked.
I am sorry. This was very heavy stuff. I apologize. If anything offended you, let me send you an apology. Just send me your complaint throught my colleague's email lillianjuly24@aol.com. If you have an comments, comment below or if you are shy, send it to the email I put above. Again, thank you.
With love,
Violet Sar Bleu
Sometimes, I wish that I did not move. I feel as though I am wasting space, having no use in this place I was dumped into. If I stayed in Sharpstown, I would have a purpose. I guess when I saw the baby pictures of my friends, it was a wake up call. It put me back into reality; the ugly reality that shocks people out of the dream they were in. I miss him and her so much, but their spouses need them to take care of a baby. A baby. I cannot believe that. I do not want to believe that. They were such wonderful and smart kids. Growing up with them was gift. One of them, she was my roomate in camp for 4 days. I would have never believe that she would be a teenage mom. The other one, he was my biggest crush and one of my closest friends in the 5th grade. I would have never believe that he would be a father at the age of 15.
I am not here to insult anyone. I am not here to insult any teenage parents because I do not want to. As I said before, people bloom differently, just as flowers do. I cannot say how to grow up to be an adult, but things shock me. When we grow up with someone and leave for a couple of years and come back, we would have never know what they would be in around 5 years. I expected change, but not that big of a change. I feel bad that I am even feeling shocked because I do not want to be shocked. But, I guess at the age of 15 and we have friends at 10, and they become something that we never expected, we will be shocked.
I am sorry. This was very heavy stuff. I apologize. If anything offended you, let me send you an apology. Just send me your complaint throught my colleague's email lillianjuly24@aol.com. If you have an comments, comment below or if you are shy, send it to the email I put above. Again, thank you.
With love,
Violet Sar Bleu
Sugar Rose
I do not like to wear makeup nor do I like to dress up in my finest gown. I just think that dressing up makes me uncomfortable, and makeup makes me breakout. The only thing you will find in my makeup bag is sunscreen, moisturizer, and my tinted lip balm. That is all I wear. The other reason why I do not wear makeup or like to dress up is because people should like you the way you are. I know the meaning of dress to impress, but in my opinion, that contradicts the idea of image is only skin deep. Of course, I am open to new opinions, so tell me what do you think of it.
To tell you the truth, I believe that I have the worst sense of judgement of people. My mom and sister always told me to trust my gut, and I do. But, whenever I do, it always comes out not so great. My gut is not actually trustable when talking about people. It always changes. However, I think I have an average sense of judgement when it comes to everything else, such as ethics, music, environment, etc.
This statement I am about to say will sound ridiculous to many of you. If you do not like or feel as though you can do better, leave if need be. However, I did not say abandon. Huge difference. Why live in agony if you can live in happieness? If you believe there is a better life for yourself and family, leave. It is a simple as that, but do not abandon any loved ones.
Before I live this life in the suburbs, I spent my days in the rundown areas of Houston and went to the beach in the summer. I basically had nothing other than clothes, food, music, school supplies, and water. That is all I needed, that is all I need now. I did not have any luxury items such as a phone or computer. If I wanted to use a computer, I would go to a library. In the summers of warmth and sun, I was at the beach, everyday, all day with only an extra pair of clothes, bathing suit, and sunscreen. Nowadays, I get to travel to other places other than the beach, but for some reason, I love the beach more. I do not like to be inland. I love the ocean, but the family wants to take prestigious trips. I prefer living in a rundown area than the suburbs because I am happier.
I think the only judgemental paragraph I will have in this post will be this one. Remember, you do not have to read it, but I just want to put it out there. I dislike people who try too hard to be cute. Ok, I get it, you are a nice person, but do you really have to talk in a squeaky high voice which I know is not yours? Do you really? If a person tries to hard to be cute, yeah, they come off as sweet and innocent, but it is not you. If you try to be something you are not, you will end up being unhappy with yourself and do not like yourself. I have done it. I know; I am just trying to save you from doing the same mistake I did.
The whole point of this blog is to not criticize anyone, but to give my insight on society. If I do not say what I believe, I think that people are missing something when they make a judgement. It is not to help myself, but you. I am just trying to say what I think is right and why, and I want people to take it into account. You can disagree with me, but I just want to give you my insight. I never want anyone to get hurt.
Anyway, I love you all. I have not been feeling angry lately, and if I do, it usually just lasts for a couple of days. I guess that is good. Thank you.
With Love,
Violet Sar Bleu
To tell you the truth, I believe that I have the worst sense of judgement of people. My mom and sister always told me to trust my gut, and I do. But, whenever I do, it always comes out not so great. My gut is not actually trustable when talking about people. It always changes. However, I think I have an average sense of judgement when it comes to everything else, such as ethics, music, environment, etc.
This statement I am about to say will sound ridiculous to many of you. If you do not like or feel as though you can do better, leave if need be. However, I did not say abandon. Huge difference. Why live in agony if you can live in happieness? If you believe there is a better life for yourself and family, leave. It is a simple as that, but do not abandon any loved ones.
Before I live this life in the suburbs, I spent my days in the rundown areas of Houston and went to the beach in the summer. I basically had nothing other than clothes, food, music, school supplies, and water. That is all I needed, that is all I need now. I did not have any luxury items such as a phone or computer. If I wanted to use a computer, I would go to a library. In the summers of warmth and sun, I was at the beach, everyday, all day with only an extra pair of clothes, bathing suit, and sunscreen. Nowadays, I get to travel to other places other than the beach, but for some reason, I love the beach more. I do not like to be inland. I love the ocean, but the family wants to take prestigious trips. I prefer living in a rundown area than the suburbs because I am happier.
I think the only judgemental paragraph I will have in this post will be this one. Remember, you do not have to read it, but I just want to put it out there. I dislike people who try too hard to be cute. Ok, I get it, you are a nice person, but do you really have to talk in a squeaky high voice which I know is not yours? Do you really? If a person tries to hard to be cute, yeah, they come off as sweet and innocent, but it is not you. If you try to be something you are not, you will end up being unhappy with yourself and do not like yourself. I have done it. I know; I am just trying to save you from doing the same mistake I did.
The whole point of this blog is to not criticize anyone, but to give my insight on society. If I do not say what I believe, I think that people are missing something when they make a judgement. It is not to help myself, but you. I am just trying to say what I think is right and why, and I want people to take it into account. You can disagree with me, but I just want to give you my insight. I never want anyone to get hurt.
Anyway, I love you all. I have not been feeling angry lately, and if I do, it usually just lasts for a couple of days. I guess that is good. Thank you.
With Love,
Violet Sar Bleu
Thursday, December 27, 2012
This I Promise You
To tell you the truth, I prefer a day with my mother and sister than with my friends. I prefer them because they understand me while my friends partly do. It sounds as though I am not being truthful with my friends, but I am. However, with my mom and sister I am comfortable, while with my friends, I am only partially comfortable. So, I prefer to be comfortable rather than partially. Many of you hate your parents while others do not. I am not telling either is wrong, just wanting to put my opinion out there.
I think there a difference between obnoxious and arrogant. Even though many people consider them interchangeable, to me, obnoxious is when a person is just unpleasant to be around while arrogant is when a person likes to show off their abilities. For example, an extremely loud person will be considered obnoxious while an extremely cocky person will be considered arrogant in my eyes. Sorry if this does not make sense.
I think obnoxiously loud people do not mean to be annoying. I just think that they think they have to prove something. No one needs to prove anything to anyone. However, the people who want to prove something to others are different from the people who laugh at every single joke, no matter how unfunny it is. If something is not funny to you, please do not feel obligated to laugh. If you do laugh or chuckle at something that is not funny, you are giving that person false opinion, therefore lying. Yeah, not nice once we think about it. Society has come to a point where we have to lie in order to please others or we will be branded as bad people. Yes, so when a joke is not funny, please know that we are not obligated to laugh.
I just wanted to get my thoughts out there because I think I need to be honest. I just never want to say something that I do not believe. If you have any questions or feel insulted, email me through my colleague at lillianjuly24@aol.com and I will answer appropriately to your need.
I value your opinions, so if you have a different opinion on something or want to add something email or comment below.
With Love,
Violet Sar Bleu
I think there a difference between obnoxious and arrogant. Even though many people consider them interchangeable, to me, obnoxious is when a person is just unpleasant to be around while arrogant is when a person likes to show off their abilities. For example, an extremely loud person will be considered obnoxious while an extremely cocky person will be considered arrogant in my eyes. Sorry if this does not make sense.
I think obnoxiously loud people do not mean to be annoying. I just think that they think they have to prove something. No one needs to prove anything to anyone. However, the people who want to prove something to others are different from the people who laugh at every single joke, no matter how unfunny it is. If something is not funny to you, please do not feel obligated to laugh. If you do laugh or chuckle at something that is not funny, you are giving that person false opinion, therefore lying. Yeah, not nice once we think about it. Society has come to a point where we have to lie in order to please others or we will be branded as bad people. Yes, so when a joke is not funny, please know that we are not obligated to laugh.
I just wanted to get my thoughts out there because I think I need to be honest. I just never want to say something that I do not believe. If you have any questions or feel insulted, email me through my colleague at lillianjuly24@aol.com and I will answer appropriately to your need.
I value your opinions, so if you have a different opinion on something or want to add something email or comment below.
With Love,
Violet Sar Bleu
Wednesday, December 26, 2012
People Say that Drunken Words are Sober Thoughts
I have always been told that drunken words are sober thoughts, but I think that drunken words are either just words or exaggerated sober thoughts. For instance, if someone tells us they love us, it might just be an accident or they exaggerate their feelings for us.
I think people say "sorry" too often. Usually, before, I apologized because someone made me too, not because I wanted too. I thought I was right. Now, when I think about it, I should not have apologized. Why?, you may ask. I see it as lying, not only to the person, but to myself. That apology did not mean anything. Nowadays, I just apologize if need be because sometimes, I am not sorry for what I did. I will admit to my mistakes, but not say sorry if I do not mean it.
Another word that is said too much is "love". I tend not to use this word often because love is special, but many people will just say it to say it. If someone tells me that they love me, I do not say it back unless it is true. Usually, I just smile and nod my head and thank them. It might seem terrible to say, but people just say it to say it. Also, they get mad at me for not saying it. I will not say anything I do not mean, nor will I give out insults just to say that I do not like a person.
Here is a little story that happened to me at school the other day. I was walking down the hallway where I see this girl insulting people left and right. She said "you're ugly" to a person and "you're annoying" to another person. The people that were insulted were not sad, more confused and angry. She kept insulting everyone that she came across. Then, she reached me and told me that I was fake. For one thing, she had no reason to insult me because we do not know each other. For another reason, who does she think she is? In what world does she think she lives in? I am brutally honest. I actually wonder where she got that information from. But, instead of shouting at her, I smiled and walked my way to class.
The example above shows that the girl I am speaking about had no reason to insult anyone. I think she was not having a bad day since she has never said a single word to me other than that. So, if she thinks she knows me so well, she should speak to me. Please, do not assume someone's character without speaking to them. It just will not be fair. Not everyone is guilty of this, but save the world from drama and live life :).
Have you ever said sorry or love and did not mean it (I have)? Have you ever had people assume your character without talking to you?
With Love,
Violet Sar Bleu
I think people say "sorry" too often. Usually, before, I apologized because someone made me too, not because I wanted too. I thought I was right. Now, when I think about it, I should not have apologized. Why?, you may ask. I see it as lying, not only to the person, but to myself. That apology did not mean anything. Nowadays, I just apologize if need be because sometimes, I am not sorry for what I did. I will admit to my mistakes, but not say sorry if I do not mean it.
Another word that is said too much is "love". I tend not to use this word often because love is special, but many people will just say it to say it. If someone tells me that they love me, I do not say it back unless it is true. Usually, I just smile and nod my head and thank them. It might seem terrible to say, but people just say it to say it. Also, they get mad at me for not saying it. I will not say anything I do not mean, nor will I give out insults just to say that I do not like a person.
Here is a little story that happened to me at school the other day. I was walking down the hallway where I see this girl insulting people left and right. She said "you're ugly" to a person and "you're annoying" to another person. The people that were insulted were not sad, more confused and angry. She kept insulting everyone that she came across. Then, she reached me and told me that I was fake. For one thing, she had no reason to insult me because we do not know each other. For another reason, who does she think she is? In what world does she think she lives in? I am brutally honest. I actually wonder where she got that information from. But, instead of shouting at her, I smiled and walked my way to class.
The example above shows that the girl I am speaking about had no reason to insult anyone. I think she was not having a bad day since she has never said a single word to me other than that. So, if she thinks she knows me so well, she should speak to me. Please, do not assume someone's character without speaking to them. It just will not be fair. Not everyone is guilty of this, but save the world from drama and live life :).
Have you ever said sorry or love and did not mean it (I have)? Have you ever had people assume your character without talking to you?
With Love,
Violet Sar Bleu
Tuesday, December 25, 2012
I Don't Like To Sleep Alone
I am in no mood to ruin your day because Christmas was a bad day for me. I will not. It just will not be fair to you or anyone. So, instead, I will say what happened to me today.
Unexpectedly, my mother came by my father's home to pick me up and drove me to a family friend's house. He was so charming and kind to us and took us out to eat lunch. There, we made jokes and ate until we cannot eat anymore. Then, we went back to his house and listened to music and relaxed. I never felt so peaceful or with the world at that very moment on the couch with my sister, my mother, and my family friend. However, every good thing cannot last, so we had to leave in order to go to a friend's house.
But, we hit a bump in the road. We had to pick up my mother's boyfriend. I was a bit disturbed, but candy helped the annoyance to not be a big deal. We then drove to our friend's house where we were greeted by other friends. By that time, I was half awake and so was my sister. Then, we made jokes and had a good time. The beers and card games started, and everything started to fall apart. I was no longer happy, I was disturbed. To save you from a long line of ranting that will utimately ruin your mood, I will not continue. On the car ride home, lets just say I rather be alone as I planned to be.
Hopefully, your day was better than mine. To who celebrate it, Merry Christmas.
How was your day? If you have by questions just send them to my colleague's email lillianjuly24@aol.com.
With Love,
Violet Sar Bleu
Unexpectedly, my mother came by my father's home to pick me up and drove me to a family friend's house. He was so charming and kind to us and took us out to eat lunch. There, we made jokes and ate until we cannot eat anymore. Then, we went back to his house and listened to music and relaxed. I never felt so peaceful or with the world at that very moment on the couch with my sister, my mother, and my family friend. However, every good thing cannot last, so we had to leave in order to go to a friend's house.
But, we hit a bump in the road. We had to pick up my mother's boyfriend. I was a bit disturbed, but candy helped the annoyance to not be a big deal. We then drove to our friend's house where we were greeted by other friends. By that time, I was half awake and so was my sister. Then, we made jokes and had a good time. The beers and card games started, and everything started to fall apart. I was no longer happy, I was disturbed. To save you from a long line of ranting that will utimately ruin your mood, I will not continue. On the car ride home, lets just say I rather be alone as I planned to be.
Hopefully, your day was better than mine. To who celebrate it, Merry Christmas.
How was your day? If you have by questions just send them to my colleague's email lillianjuly24@aol.com.
With Love,
Violet Sar Bleu
Monday, December 24, 2012
Mona Lisa
I think people just overreact. It makes more sense to stay calm and go with the flow than to cause more trouuble. As stupid as it sounds, I think if we do this, we are making the world a better and calmer place. Just imagine, if everyone go with flow. It would be so much better.
Mona Lisa is a little portrait where she is showing no emotion whatsoever. I admire her for that because even though she does not show any emotion, she is still considered one of the greatest paintings of all time. :).
Anyway, I have been wanting to do a post on clothes inspired by songs. So lets get started.
1. "The Summer We Raised You" by Years Around the Sun
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| Billabong |
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| Free People |
No accessories because I wanted to keep that carefree look, but go right ahead. The dress is so pretty and angelic, it looks gorgeous in person. To keep that angel look, gladiator sandals makes it have that greek goddess look. I would go barefoot in this look, but society makes us wear shoes if we want to get served.
2. "It Ends Tonight" by The All American Rejects
| Doc Martens |
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| ModCloth |
Get that post-grunge look with a cutesy dress and classic Doc Martens. When I was younger, I would try to find the most girly dress I could find and edge it up somehow, usually by black tights and black combat boots. Add a studded bracelet, black tights, and black bowler hat to finish it off to get that post-grunge look of the 2000s.
3. "Asleep" by The Smiths
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| Steve Madden |
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| Urban Outfitters |
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| Forever 21 |
4. "Woodland" by Paper Kites
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| Wet Seal |
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| Forever 21 |
I do not know about you, but I prefer to be barefeet. I feel as though I am with the earth then instead of when I am wearing shoes because you can feel the earth if that makes sense. Anyway, this song is very carefree, and I wanted to capture that with the bubble gum pink jumper and crochet shorts. Of course, feel free to wear shoes if wanted.
5. "More Than Life" by Whitley
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| Free People |
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| Free People |
More than life is a very calming yet sorrowful song. It is a very smooth song and makes every atomsphere better. This outfit is rather simple and cozy because that is how I feel whenever I listen to this song. I feel free, so does this outfit.
6. "Kids in the Street" by the All American Rejects
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| Vans |
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| Urban Outfitters |
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| Urban Outfitters |
In my opinion, nothing screams youth more than a t-shirt, denim cutoffs, and sneakers. Kids in the Street celebrates youth and I wanted to capture it. Like the song, hopefully, this reminds you of your high-school years (in a good way). Of course, in most parts in the world, it will be too cold to wear something like this, but we can wait till summer.
7. "Iridescent" by Linkin Park
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| Free People |
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| Urban Outfitters |
Iridescent is a power ballad, and the song is very encouraging and represents a new beginning. I think the dress represents the comfort and that is what the song is about. A boot with an interesting texture and color will give it that iridescent quality and will off balance the muted colors on the dress.
8. "Serendipity" by Greg Holden
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| PacSun |
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| Payless |
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| Payless |
I absolutely love this song because out of my entire playlist, this is one of the few that are not pessimistic nor am I annoyed by. So, thank you Greg Holden. This dress represents the flowyness of the song, the socks give it a more cutesy vibe, and rain boots to add texture and because this song is great to be played on a rainy day.
9. "Miles Away" by Years Around the Sun
| People Tree |
| Billabong |
Ok, this is the ultimate beach/road trip song. Feeling free is needed in order to be sane. I prefer to be barefeet, and I would wear this barefeet. Of course, I will put some sandals inside the purse just in case if the restaurants will not serve me (who came up with that dumb rule?). Yep, feel free and be barefeet.
10. "There is a Light that Never Goes Out" by the Smiths
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| Forever 21 |
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| Target |
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| Delias |
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| Steve Madden |
Ok, the song by the Smiths uses a lot of irony, so I decided to use a black canvas for our clothing. The floral shirt is offset by the studded boots and leather shorts, and I added tights for those who live in colder climates. Black can look quite dull, but if we used different prints and textures (as done here), we can make it look interesting.
All right those are my thoughts, my favorite songs, and my style. As you can see, I am really into things that are comfortable. Comfort before style, always. You can always add accesories if you want, but I do not like accesories. I am a miminmalist, I just do not want to wear extra things. Yes, I prefer to walk around barefoot just because it is more comfortable. I hope you all know what I mean. Have a great holiday and stay safe.
With Love,
Violet Sar Bleu
The Summer We Raised You
Hopefully, right when I am writing this, you are with the people who you love most. I hope that you are having a great day, and I am in no position to ruin the holidays for you. With that being said, I will just tell you about some trips I have taken over the years, the best, the worst, the ugliest, and the most forgotten (hopefully you get a good laugh).
The Best Trip(s):
- Chicago, I absolutely love Chicago. It is very cold, and I went there when it was around Spring Break, near St. Patrick's. Of course, being from the gulf coast and all, it was freezing, but nonetheless beautiful. The people were very kind and friendly. Thank you, Chicago, you very kind to me.
- Destin, my goodness gracious, I thought I was in heaven. The water was a crystal blue and so clear, and the sand is so white and soft, like a pillow. By far, the best beach area ever. Since I went after hurricane season, there were some "ok" waves, nothing like South Africa, but very fun to bodysurf. Again, the people were very kind and very friendly, and it was warm, but not to warm. Just imagine you were cold and a ray of sunshine just beat upon you.
- Orange County, so much better than Los Angeles. I do not like Los Angeles; it is just not my place. But Orange County, I love that place. Not because of I can easily find an In-N-Out Burger around there, but because it is so peaceful. Weird weather, hot during the day, cold during the night, nonetheless, a very good place.
The Worst Trip:
-Vietnam, save yourself and just go to Indonesia or Burma because I did not like Vietnam, at all. Every place, we cannot expect people to be kind, but oh my goodness. Yeah, that is all I have to say. Plus, I got food poisoning because some idiotic stranger told me to eat something. That added to my idiotic mind (I listened to a stranger) and my terrible experience. So, save your health and sanity, and do not go here.
The Ugliest Trip:
- No place to me really screams ugly other than Colorado. It is beautiful there, and the people are nice, do not get be wrong. However, I met some jerk. Ok, he did not understand that I did not want to ski, but he forced me too and then yelled at me when I fell. Awesome guy. I was eight, but I knew better. Then, I threw snow at him and demanded a refund. In the end, my mother I had to go get me, and I still did not get my refund.
The Most Forgotten Trip:
- Toronto, yes, not Las Vegas. I remember everything that happened it Vegas, but not in Canada. I only remember Mykonos by Fleet Foxes and Pippy Longstocking and a new band called the Vicious Cycle. That is all I remember. Pretty upseting because that was the time where I matured, where my innocence is totally gone, but I do not remember any of it. The last thing I remembered was this flight attendant who kept making sure I was not trying to pull a prank or something. My mother said that the people who I went on this trip with made me clean after them. Of course, I do not remember.
Yes, most of you are on vacation. Usually it is not where we go, but who we go with. Whenever I go on a trip with my mother, sister or my father, it is always a blast. It can be the most boring place on the planet, and we will still have fun. On the contrary, whenever I go on a trip with one of my aunts, it is not so fun. Yeah, they usually make me babysit their children, which all I do is feed them. So, next time you are thinking about taking a trip, be sure it is with people you want to go with :).
Happy Holidays!
What was your best trip? Your worst? Why were they like they were?
With Love,
Violet Sar Bleu
The Best Trip(s):
- Chicago, I absolutely love Chicago. It is very cold, and I went there when it was around Spring Break, near St. Patrick's. Of course, being from the gulf coast and all, it was freezing, but nonetheless beautiful. The people were very kind and friendly. Thank you, Chicago, you very kind to me.
- Destin, my goodness gracious, I thought I was in heaven. The water was a crystal blue and so clear, and the sand is so white and soft, like a pillow. By far, the best beach area ever. Since I went after hurricane season, there were some "ok" waves, nothing like South Africa, but very fun to bodysurf. Again, the people were very kind and very friendly, and it was warm, but not to warm. Just imagine you were cold and a ray of sunshine just beat upon you.
- Orange County, so much better than Los Angeles. I do not like Los Angeles; it is just not my place. But Orange County, I love that place. Not because of I can easily find an In-N-Out Burger around there, but because it is so peaceful. Weird weather, hot during the day, cold during the night, nonetheless, a very good place.
The Worst Trip:
-Vietnam, save yourself and just go to Indonesia or Burma because I did not like Vietnam, at all. Every place, we cannot expect people to be kind, but oh my goodness. Yeah, that is all I have to say. Plus, I got food poisoning because some idiotic stranger told me to eat something. That added to my idiotic mind (I listened to a stranger) and my terrible experience. So, save your health and sanity, and do not go here.
The Ugliest Trip:
- No place to me really screams ugly other than Colorado. It is beautiful there, and the people are nice, do not get be wrong. However, I met some jerk. Ok, he did not understand that I did not want to ski, but he forced me too and then yelled at me when I fell. Awesome guy. I was eight, but I knew better. Then, I threw snow at him and demanded a refund. In the end, my mother I had to go get me, and I still did not get my refund.
The Most Forgotten Trip:
- Toronto, yes, not Las Vegas. I remember everything that happened it Vegas, but not in Canada. I only remember Mykonos by Fleet Foxes and Pippy Longstocking and a new band called the Vicious Cycle. That is all I remember. Pretty upseting because that was the time where I matured, where my innocence is totally gone, but I do not remember any of it. The last thing I remembered was this flight attendant who kept making sure I was not trying to pull a prank or something. My mother said that the people who I went on this trip with made me clean after them. Of course, I do not remember.
Yes, most of you are on vacation. Usually it is not where we go, but who we go with. Whenever I go on a trip with my mother, sister or my father, it is always a blast. It can be the most boring place on the planet, and we will still have fun. On the contrary, whenever I go on a trip with one of my aunts, it is not so fun. Yeah, they usually make me babysit their children, which all I do is feed them. So, next time you are thinking about taking a trip, be sure it is with people you want to go with :).
Happy Holidays!
What was your best trip? Your worst? Why were they like they were?
With Love,
Violet Sar Bleu
Sunday, December 23, 2012
Ashes, Ashes, We all Fall Down
No matter how great or terrible of a person we are, we will experience emotional distress/harm/exhaustion. Yes, I am not going to lie to myself or you by saying that you will never get hurt by someone because we probably had or will. It is just a fact of life. A terrible fact as well. If we lived in a perfect world, we should find the people who match best with, but we do not. Some of us are lucky enough to do it, but not all. I hope that this fact does not bring you down. I just wanted to state the facts.
It is better to make a mistake then suceed. Why? We learn from our mistakes, not from our successes. Sure, we find a solution to a problem straight away, but more than likely, we do not remember. Shocker. It is human nature. We cannot fix it.
Everyone will meet a jerk, whether it be a girl or boy. Unless karma is extremely kind to you, we will all meet that terrible person who just ruins the thought of friendship or love for us. I have definitely have, but I thank that person because they showed me what person is wrong for me. Sounds harsh, but if meeting a horrible person makes me learn, go right ahead.
We will all be a jerk, whether it be a girl or boy. Most of the time we do not even notice. I was a jerk to a lot of people because they were a jerk to me. We are human. We have double standards. Yes, that makes us sound terrible, but it is another fact of life.
We will get heartbroken. Ugh, ew, not the best situation ever when this happens. It is mostly from the people we love most in this world, but again, we learn from our mistakes. I wish it was the other way around, but it is not. Sucks, I know.
We will be the heartbreaker to someone. Yes, very true, and it is usually the person who loves you most. But, we are just not right for the person. Usually, it hurts to know that I broke someone's heart, but it is usually out of the good for them. I know when something is not going to benefit them, so set them free. Let them be with someone who is best for them.
We break our own hearts sometimes. Ever heard of "we are our own worst enemy". Sounds bad, but very honest. It is usually our emotions that make us think a situation is bigger than it actually is.
Even the happiest person in the world cries. Sounds strange, but I saw a girl who is just a ray of sunshine break down. These people usually do not cry in front of others, but they cry alone which is more sad. So, we should not believe we are the only ones who cry. Everyone is human :).
If I can have the superpower where people have what they want in order to be happy, I would. I hate to see a person, especially if they are young or old, upset. Even though my past posts show the harsh side of me, I just do not like to see this happen. If I can, I will make sure everyone is where they are suppose to be.
Some people prefer to be left alone. I am one of them. Yes, antisocial people prefer to be alone because of some weird pyschological explanation. However, some people enjoy company, for instance my mother. My mother is a social butterfly and likes to have people around her. It is usually based off of personal preference.
Having mismatched feelings is not bad. If we are confused, it shows that we actually do care. It is ok to not know how we think of a person because being indecisive is part of human nature.
When in doubt, go with the flow. I am a huge believer in fate, everything happens for a reason. Whether it be good or bad, it happened. Nature let it happened. There is a reason why a person treats you like so.
Nonetheless, Christmas Eve is tommorow for all you Christians. Midnight Mass is also tommorow, have fun, enjoy yourself. :) Hopefully, unlike me, you will be spending time with your family.
With Love,
Violet Sar Bleu
P.S. Not everyone will harm you. :)
It is better to make a mistake then suceed. Why? We learn from our mistakes, not from our successes. Sure, we find a solution to a problem straight away, but more than likely, we do not remember. Shocker. It is human nature. We cannot fix it.
Everyone will meet a jerk, whether it be a girl or boy. Unless karma is extremely kind to you, we will all meet that terrible person who just ruins the thought of friendship or love for us. I have definitely have, but I thank that person because they showed me what person is wrong for me. Sounds harsh, but if meeting a horrible person makes me learn, go right ahead.
We will all be a jerk, whether it be a girl or boy. Most of the time we do not even notice. I was a jerk to a lot of people because they were a jerk to me. We are human. We have double standards. Yes, that makes us sound terrible, but it is another fact of life.
We will get heartbroken. Ugh, ew, not the best situation ever when this happens. It is mostly from the people we love most in this world, but again, we learn from our mistakes. I wish it was the other way around, but it is not. Sucks, I know.
We will be the heartbreaker to someone. Yes, very true, and it is usually the person who loves you most. But, we are just not right for the person. Usually, it hurts to know that I broke someone's heart, but it is usually out of the good for them. I know when something is not going to benefit them, so set them free. Let them be with someone who is best for them.
We break our own hearts sometimes. Ever heard of "we are our own worst enemy". Sounds bad, but very honest. It is usually our emotions that make us think a situation is bigger than it actually is.
Even the happiest person in the world cries. Sounds strange, but I saw a girl who is just a ray of sunshine break down. These people usually do not cry in front of others, but they cry alone which is more sad. So, we should not believe we are the only ones who cry. Everyone is human :).
If I can have the superpower where people have what they want in order to be happy, I would. I hate to see a person, especially if they are young or old, upset. Even though my past posts show the harsh side of me, I just do not like to see this happen. If I can, I will make sure everyone is where they are suppose to be.
Some people prefer to be left alone. I am one of them. Yes, antisocial people prefer to be alone because of some weird pyschological explanation. However, some people enjoy company, for instance my mother. My mother is a social butterfly and likes to have people around her. It is usually based off of personal preference.
Having mismatched feelings is not bad. If we are confused, it shows that we actually do care. It is ok to not know how we think of a person because being indecisive is part of human nature.
When in doubt, go with the flow. I am a huge believer in fate, everything happens for a reason. Whether it be good or bad, it happened. Nature let it happened. There is a reason why a person treats you like so.
Nonetheless, Christmas Eve is tommorow for all you Christians. Midnight Mass is also tommorow, have fun, enjoy yourself. :) Hopefully, unlike me, you will be spending time with your family.
With Love,
Violet Sar Bleu
P.S. Not everyone will harm you. :)
Eyes Without a Face
How lovely is it when a stranger greets you kindly? How lovely is it when we hear a song where we do not have to understand every word, but entirely, it speaks to your soul? How lovely is it when we read a novel where it understands ourself so well and is so well written?
I was never a classic book lover other than The Once and Future King, Catcher in the Rye, and The Great Gatsby. To tell you the truth, I am very into American literature versus British Literature because I feel as though they do not have to make an elaborate storyline in order to say a statement. American literature is more pronounce in their message.
Of course, I feel as though books are people. They are written by people. Therefore, they contain the thoughts people. Almost as if they watch over you, but they still remain unhuman. I sound crazy, but it makes sense once it processes it our minds.
Songs that do not mean anything are pointless. Isn't that the whole point of writing a song? I have heard beautiful songs and not-so beautiful songs. Who cares if it has a good beat? It needs more than that. It needs meaning.
I absolutely love it when a stranger greets you. A wave, smile, whatever, it makes me feel happy. I greet strangers too, but I guess they take it the wrong way. My mom never really enforced the "don't talk to strangers" rule, other than if they try to kidnap me or harm me. This one time in Chicago, someone bought me some coffee because they thought I was cold. That is probably the most meaningful gesture since it seems as though they cared about my well-being.
I guess when I read a book or hear a song, I do not care if it is controversial. I do not care what society thinks of the novel. They can think of whatever they want to think because I am not a persuasive person. If something has meaning to it, I will respect it, even love it, but if it doesn't, what is the point of reading or listening to it? There are some artists that just write a song so that it can be the next big hit. After around 6 or 7 months, who is going to listen to it now?
Anyway, I just wanted to put it out there. Some people might have already did, but of course, I just want to enforce it :).
Have you ever listened to a song where it speaks to your soul? What was it? Share me some of your favorite songs.
With Love,
Violet Sar Bleu
P.S. If anything offends you (but I cannot see how it may in this particular post), tell me and I will send an apology.
I was never a classic book lover other than The Once and Future King, Catcher in the Rye, and The Great Gatsby. To tell you the truth, I am very into American literature versus British Literature because I feel as though they do not have to make an elaborate storyline in order to say a statement. American literature is more pronounce in their message.
Of course, I feel as though books are people. They are written by people. Therefore, they contain the thoughts people. Almost as if they watch over you, but they still remain unhuman. I sound crazy, but it makes sense once it processes it our minds.
Songs that do not mean anything are pointless. Isn't that the whole point of writing a song? I have heard beautiful songs and not-so beautiful songs. Who cares if it has a good beat? It needs more than that. It needs meaning.
I absolutely love it when a stranger greets you. A wave, smile, whatever, it makes me feel happy. I greet strangers too, but I guess they take it the wrong way. My mom never really enforced the "don't talk to strangers" rule, other than if they try to kidnap me or harm me. This one time in Chicago, someone bought me some coffee because they thought I was cold. That is probably the most meaningful gesture since it seems as though they cared about my well-being.
I guess when I read a book or hear a song, I do not care if it is controversial. I do not care what society thinks of the novel. They can think of whatever they want to think because I am not a persuasive person. If something has meaning to it, I will respect it, even love it, but if it doesn't, what is the point of reading or listening to it? There are some artists that just write a song so that it can be the next big hit. After around 6 or 7 months, who is going to listen to it now?
Anyway, I just wanted to put it out there. Some people might have already did, but of course, I just want to enforce it :).
Have you ever listened to a song where it speaks to your soul? What was it? Share me some of your favorite songs.
With Love,
Violet Sar Bleu
P.S. If anything offends you (but I cannot see how it may in this particular post), tell me and I will send an apology.
Saturday, December 22, 2012
Bad Influence vs Bad Friend
We all have or had one friend or so where our parents just thought they were a bad influence, but a kind person overall. But, I do not think that many of us know what is the difference between a bad influence, bad friend, and a bad influential friend. It took alot of experience for me to understand which is which, but once you understand it, it makes the whole world and your heart much better.
Let's start with the bad influence. This includes a friend who smokes, drinks, etc., and someone that our parents just do not like. However, this person does not actually forces you to do all those things and has stuck with you over the years. Now, this friend can be a good friend if he or she does not harm you. Not only do they stick by your side, but expose you to the harsh world of drugs and sex. Yes, a bad influence can be a blessing in disguise.
The bad friend. Have you ever met someone and wish that you never met them in the first place? This is the person. The backstabber, gossiper, liar, etc., etc. But, this person can look picture perfect in front of our parents and have no criminal record. Even though this so-called friend does not show you or expose you to the real world, they are not helping you. If they bring you down and hurt you (physically or emotionally or verbally), then you should not be with that person. You deserve better :).
The bad influential friend. Ok, we will meet someone that is just on the fringes of life and try to bring us down with them. They will both parts of the bad friend and the bad influence. Please, beware of these people. I think I met one to many :). Try to not get hurt, and we cannot give everyone a shadow of a doubt, I'm sorry.
There is no distinct way to tell the difference, but trust yourself. You know what is right and wrong. You know better than I do. I have the worst sense of judgement. I always pick the ones that seem broken because I want to help pick up the pieces. When I do that, only some people stick around, others go. Yes, be careful :).
With Love,
Violet Sar Bleu
P.S. Again, if anything is offending, I will send an apology. :)
Let's start with the bad influence. This includes a friend who smokes, drinks, etc., and someone that our parents just do not like. However, this person does not actually forces you to do all those things and has stuck with you over the years. Now, this friend can be a good friend if he or she does not harm you. Not only do they stick by your side, but expose you to the harsh world of drugs and sex. Yes, a bad influence can be a blessing in disguise.
The bad friend. Have you ever met someone and wish that you never met them in the first place? This is the person. The backstabber, gossiper, liar, etc., etc. But, this person can look picture perfect in front of our parents and have no criminal record. Even though this so-called friend does not show you or expose you to the real world, they are not helping you. If they bring you down and hurt you (physically or emotionally or verbally), then you should not be with that person. You deserve better :).
The bad influential friend. Ok, we will meet someone that is just on the fringes of life and try to bring us down with them. They will both parts of the bad friend and the bad influence. Please, beware of these people. I think I met one to many :). Try to not get hurt, and we cannot give everyone a shadow of a doubt, I'm sorry.
There is no distinct way to tell the difference, but trust yourself. You know what is right and wrong. You know better than I do. I have the worst sense of judgement. I always pick the ones that seem broken because I want to help pick up the pieces. When I do that, only some people stick around, others go. Yes, be careful :).
With Love,
Violet Sar Bleu
P.S. Again, if anything is offending, I will send an apology. :)
Friday, December 21, 2012
Gold and Silver
Make new friends and keep the old, one is silver and the other gold. Ah, don't we all wish that were true, but the girl-scout esque quote is false on many accounts. We will lose or have lost friends. It is just a part of life. It happens. It sucks. I think maybe that is why I am so bitter because no one has been sticking around. They are always leaving, but nothing stays the same for a long time, other than my sister. My sister has stuck with me since forever, but I think it is because she sort of have to stick around and deal with me. Bless her kind and sweet soul.
I do not know how these situations work. It just happens. One day you are best friends and later on we lose one of the people who we love most in the world. Friends to me are people who should have been your family, but are not. It makes me sad whenever I lose a friend because I always give a part of me to them and never get it back. That sounds ridiculous, but it's true. We cannot rid of the special relationship with that person. Every friendship is different.
The end of a friendship can result from anything. I had friends that betrayed me. I had situations where one of us moved. I had situations where we just grew apart. We cannot stop this from happening. Everything does not stay the same for awhile.
I had a friend who had another friend where she talked lies about me. She did not stand up from me. I took it because I just did not care for lies. And after a while, I was just tired of it. My friend actually started believing her, and I let her believe it. I cannot stop anyone from believing anything. But by doing so, I lost a friend. She is so sweet and nice, but now, she does not understand me anymore, nor do I understand her anymore. I'm sorry. You know who you are.
I am from a family of nomads, and we tend not to stay in the same place for a while. Whenever my family and I move, we would promise to keep in touch. But it never happened. I would not get a call or a letter because as kids, we forget to give our contact stuff. My family did not even have a phone, nor did she. But anyway, I feel responsible for it. She was a fanastic friend, loving and sweet. Again, the person knows who she is.
Growing up can also result in growing apart. My friends in middle school are different from my friends in the present (in high school). Some people mature, others change, others stay the same. During the gap of the beginning of freshman year and ending of eighth grade year, I went to Canada, learn how to take care of myself, read a lot of coming of age novels (Perks of Being a Wallflower, Catcher in the Rye, etc.), and got exposed to the old-school rock scene. That is alot to take in one summer, a two month period, but somehow I lived. I do not remember anything but a song that I played on loop in the airplane because my IPod broke. When I came back, my friends seemed immature. They were not. They were at the right stage of their lives. I was not. I grew up to fast compared them. I bloomed faster. As a result, we have different interests and clash with each other a bit. Thus, we grew apart. There was not distinct period where I knew we were not friends anymore, but after a while, I knew it ended.
However, for right now, there are some exceptions. Some people do stick around. This is how it works with me. I will be by your side as long as you allow me. If you avoid me, I let you because I never want to harm you. But because I allow that to happen, people do leave often. But some people stick around other than my sister.
When people become polarities of themselves compared to when they hanged out with me, I feel terrible. I feel as though that is their true self, that I made them pretend they were someone else. People grow up and change, but a nice guy rarely turns into a jerk. He was so kind and had a good sense of humor, but one day he met some people and lost touch with his old friends. I feel as though that is his true self, but because of my influence, he changed for me. That guy does not even talk to his buddy who guided him. I do not talk to him because I feel as though he is annoyed by me.
It is fine to change. It is fine to grow up. It is fine to bloom in a different way from your friends. We will all meet some people who we wished we did not know. We will lose friends, but we have to move on. Maybe that is why I am so bitter. I never have moved on from those who I lost. By the way, I am still trying to get down to the main reason for my pessimism, lack of motivation, and bitterness. I know I can be a better person, but I need to get down to the main reason for it. I feel as though I am a bad person. I do not know why I am like this though. (Please refer me to a pyschologist).
I lost one friend do to death. My goodness gracious, he was a good kid, very kind, gentle, funny, smart, I mean everything you could ever ask for in a kid. One day he rode his bike and got run over by a car. When I saw the scene for the first time, I did not know it was him. At home someone told me he died. I was frozen and was emotionally detached for months and finally cried. I miss him so much. He is so pure compared to me right now. But, the good die young, right?
Some friends will come back. I had friends where they betrayed me, leave me, and come back after a year or so. Instead of becoming angry, I have lost all trust in them and try to get that trust back, but I cannot. Whenever I become friends with some, I give them my full trust because I believe that if I do not know a person, I should not doubt them. It is not fair. But when someone comes back after a bad argument or fight or abandonment, it is hard for me to trust him again. I want to, but I cannot. It is not possible.
Once someone becomes friends with me, I do not like it when they immediately start judging them. Everyone deserves to have a sense of judgement and be honest, but sometimes, it is quite harsh. I know harsh. I am harsh. No one is better than anyone. In the end, we are all human and will be buried under the same ground. Sure you have a better coffin, but no one will care because we are all dead.
Anyway, if this post offends or if any post offends you in anyway, I will be sure to send you a well-deserved apology. If this post depresses you, again I apologize. I am just in a big, deep, and dark hole right now. Please, do not take losing a friend too seriously. Someone will stick around for you, someone will stand up for you, someone will take you as a first choice. Just let time take care of anything, ok? Just allow yourself to be lost because that is the only way you are going to find yourself. Please, do me a favor and get lost and find yourself.
I will always love you all and thank you,
Violet Sar Bleu
P.S. I wish we can have both silver and gold.
I do not know how these situations work. It just happens. One day you are best friends and later on we lose one of the people who we love most in the world. Friends to me are people who should have been your family, but are not. It makes me sad whenever I lose a friend because I always give a part of me to them and never get it back. That sounds ridiculous, but it's true. We cannot rid of the special relationship with that person. Every friendship is different.
The end of a friendship can result from anything. I had friends that betrayed me. I had situations where one of us moved. I had situations where we just grew apart. We cannot stop this from happening. Everything does not stay the same for awhile.
I had a friend who had another friend where she talked lies about me. She did not stand up from me. I took it because I just did not care for lies. And after a while, I was just tired of it. My friend actually started believing her, and I let her believe it. I cannot stop anyone from believing anything. But by doing so, I lost a friend. She is so sweet and nice, but now, she does not understand me anymore, nor do I understand her anymore. I'm sorry. You know who you are.
I am from a family of nomads, and we tend not to stay in the same place for a while. Whenever my family and I move, we would promise to keep in touch. But it never happened. I would not get a call or a letter because as kids, we forget to give our contact stuff. My family did not even have a phone, nor did she. But anyway, I feel responsible for it. She was a fanastic friend, loving and sweet. Again, the person knows who she is.
Growing up can also result in growing apart. My friends in middle school are different from my friends in the present (in high school). Some people mature, others change, others stay the same. During the gap of the beginning of freshman year and ending of eighth grade year, I went to Canada, learn how to take care of myself, read a lot of coming of age novels (Perks of Being a Wallflower, Catcher in the Rye, etc.), and got exposed to the old-school rock scene. That is alot to take in one summer, a two month period, but somehow I lived. I do not remember anything but a song that I played on loop in the airplane because my IPod broke. When I came back, my friends seemed immature. They were not. They were at the right stage of their lives. I was not. I grew up to fast compared them. I bloomed faster. As a result, we have different interests and clash with each other a bit. Thus, we grew apart. There was not distinct period where I knew we were not friends anymore, but after a while, I knew it ended.
However, for right now, there are some exceptions. Some people do stick around. This is how it works with me. I will be by your side as long as you allow me. If you avoid me, I let you because I never want to harm you. But because I allow that to happen, people do leave often. But some people stick around other than my sister.
When people become polarities of themselves compared to when they hanged out with me, I feel terrible. I feel as though that is their true self, that I made them pretend they were someone else. People grow up and change, but a nice guy rarely turns into a jerk. He was so kind and had a good sense of humor, but one day he met some people and lost touch with his old friends. I feel as though that is his true self, but because of my influence, he changed for me. That guy does not even talk to his buddy who guided him. I do not talk to him because I feel as though he is annoyed by me.
It is fine to change. It is fine to grow up. It is fine to bloom in a different way from your friends. We will all meet some people who we wished we did not know. We will lose friends, but we have to move on. Maybe that is why I am so bitter. I never have moved on from those who I lost. By the way, I am still trying to get down to the main reason for my pessimism, lack of motivation, and bitterness. I know I can be a better person, but I need to get down to the main reason for it. I feel as though I am a bad person. I do not know why I am like this though. (Please refer me to a pyschologist).
I lost one friend do to death. My goodness gracious, he was a good kid, very kind, gentle, funny, smart, I mean everything you could ever ask for in a kid. One day he rode his bike and got run over by a car. When I saw the scene for the first time, I did not know it was him. At home someone told me he died. I was frozen and was emotionally detached for months and finally cried. I miss him so much. He is so pure compared to me right now. But, the good die young, right?
Some friends will come back. I had friends where they betrayed me, leave me, and come back after a year or so. Instead of becoming angry, I have lost all trust in them and try to get that trust back, but I cannot. Whenever I become friends with some, I give them my full trust because I believe that if I do not know a person, I should not doubt them. It is not fair. But when someone comes back after a bad argument or fight or abandonment, it is hard for me to trust him again. I want to, but I cannot. It is not possible.
Once someone becomes friends with me, I do not like it when they immediately start judging them. Everyone deserves to have a sense of judgement and be honest, but sometimes, it is quite harsh. I know harsh. I am harsh. No one is better than anyone. In the end, we are all human and will be buried under the same ground. Sure you have a better coffin, but no one will care because we are all dead.
Anyway, if this post offends or if any post offends you in anyway, I will be sure to send you a well-deserved apology. If this post depresses you, again I apologize. I am just in a big, deep, and dark hole right now. Please, do not take losing a friend too seriously. Someone will stick around for you, someone will stand up for you, someone will take you as a first choice. Just let time take care of anything, ok? Just allow yourself to be lost because that is the only way you are going to find yourself. Please, do me a favor and get lost and find yourself.
I will always love you all and thank you,
Violet Sar Bleu
P.S. I wish we can have both silver and gold.
Happy Holidays
Even though I may not be having the time of my life during the holidays, I hope you have a good one. I will be quite busy with dancing and reading and reviewing a novel. Have a relaxing, safe, loving holiday! If you are spending the holidays by yourself, you are ok because I am too. :). I love you all.
With Love,
Violet Sar Bleu
| Lily of the Valley, one of my favorite flowers |
Violet Sar Bleu
Thursday, December 20, 2012
Beauty is in the Eye of the Beholder
To me, I believe that everyone is beautiful. I do not care what flaws or imperfections you have, but you are beautiful. Now, some people mistake it as how great a person looks. It is not that. It is how well a person carries themselves. That sounds cliche, but life is a cliche. We all die whenever it is time. We do what we do. Now, the visual of a person only feeds your eyes, their personality and demeanor feed your soul.
Why you are beautiful:
1. You are unique. No one has the exact same qualities as you do. You walk, talk, eat, etc. in a certain way. Wouldn't the world be boring if everyone were to be the same as everyone else?
2. You have a sense of judgement. You know what is morally right and wrong. Not everyone is like that though, but you are like that.
3. You have your quirks. Little things that you do, ex. Biting your lip, smiling, scrunching up your nose, socially awkwardness, etc.
Where does influences on body image comes from:
1. Media: Idiotic people tell us what is pretty and what is not. Guess what, everyone is attractive in their own way; they are just too blind to see that.
2. Culture: Ah, America, we are just a messed up bunch. Increasing melanin in your skin is now beautiful while ghostly pale skiing was perfect a century ago. Depending where you are from (Indonesia thinks that super long necks are pretty) and what time period you think of (voluptuous women were hot back then, but I still think they look good), it changes.
View on Beauty:
1. It changes. Remember in the 70s where the fresh-face look was cute and in the 90s where androgynous look was way cool (thank Calvin Klein and Kate Moss for that)? Now, I do not even know what is going on with world.
2. It is subjective. People insult me everyday (daddy long legs, etc.), but some people compliment me (my eyes look caramel to some but I just see a brown blob). It all depends on the person.
3. You are born with it. However, do not use your physics features as a disadvantage nor an advantage. Take your physical characteristics, your personality, and your habits and accept them. Then, everything falls into place.
Experiences with it (The Good, The Bad, and The Ugly)
1. I have met people who were extremely visual attractive, but their personality says otherwise. These were rude, insensitive people. However, I did have encounters with people who were kind, but I just wanted to show the bad sideas well. Be yourself, and the risk of becoming as uninteresting as a thumbtack will leave.
2. I have met people who were not classically visual attractive, but their personality brightens up the room and brings a new dimension to the coversation. There are exceptions, of course, they can be rude and insensitive as well.
3. Someone judged me by the way I look. I was walking down the hallway as I usually do, and a girl comes up to me and tells me that I am a fake. Such a nice person isn't she? Anyway, I am brutally honest, and I did not even know the girl. Lets just say, I took it and went out. I guess it because I do not smile much, who knows?
4. My so-called friends (not anymore) judge my best and beloved friends by their looks. They will just talk nonstop about their image and insult them when they do not even know them. I got annoyed and left. I could not take it any longer.
My thoughts:
1. The package (your personality, quirks, demeanor) should judge you, not your looks. Your looks are just a bonus. If you are kind and true to yourself, I do not see anything wrong with you. I actually had a crush on a guy because of his quirks and gentleness (he always squints his eyes whenever he smiled, talked in a calming and soothing voice, and chose his battles correctly)
2. Perfection is so overrated. Enjoy your flaws because that is what makes you, you. I actually do not like perfect people because they think that there is nothing wrong with them. There is always something wrong, but it does not mean you have to fix it.
Who am I attracted to:
1. Kindness: Be kind. It is as simple as it can get.
2. Intimidation is a turn off. You are human, you are no better than me. Treat me like an equal.
3. Being able to know your flaws. If you know that you are not perfect and you are fine with that, I enjoy that because you know that you are human.
4. It is the little things that get me attracted to certain people. Maybe it is the way they talk, the way they smile, their voice, their quirks. It is the little things that get me, not how many footballs you can catch.
5. I could care less about how fit you are. As long as you are taking care of your body, I do not care on how big your biceps are. Big arms or overly ripped abs scare me, so just take care of your body which just means bathing and keeping clean and staying away from drugs. Easy as that.
Anyway, people have their own views on beauty. What do you consider beautiful? Do you consider yourself beautiful (if not, you are disagreeing with me (;, you shouldn't)? What are some quirks that you enjoy of a person?
With Love,
Violet Sar Bleu
P.S. This is a very complex and interesting topic, be careful when discussing it.
Why you are beautiful:
1. You are unique. No one has the exact same qualities as you do. You walk, talk, eat, etc. in a certain way. Wouldn't the world be boring if everyone were to be the same as everyone else?
2. You have a sense of judgement. You know what is morally right and wrong. Not everyone is like that though, but you are like that.
3. You have your quirks. Little things that you do, ex. Biting your lip, smiling, scrunching up your nose, socially awkwardness, etc.
Where does influences on body image comes from:
1. Media: Idiotic people tell us what is pretty and what is not. Guess what, everyone is attractive in their own way; they are just too blind to see that.
2. Culture: Ah, America, we are just a messed up bunch. Increasing melanin in your skin is now beautiful while ghostly pale skiing was perfect a century ago. Depending where you are from (Indonesia thinks that super long necks are pretty) and what time period you think of (voluptuous women were hot back then, but I still think they look good), it changes.
View on Beauty:
1. It changes. Remember in the 70s where the fresh-face look was cute and in the 90s where androgynous look was way cool (thank Calvin Klein and Kate Moss for that)? Now, I do not even know what is going on with world.
2. It is subjective. People insult me everyday (daddy long legs, etc.), but some people compliment me (my eyes look caramel to some but I just see a brown blob). It all depends on the person.
3. You are born with it. However, do not use your physics features as a disadvantage nor an advantage. Take your physical characteristics, your personality, and your habits and accept them. Then, everything falls into place.
Experiences with it (The Good, The Bad, and The Ugly)
1. I have met people who were extremely visual attractive, but their personality says otherwise. These were rude, insensitive people. However, I did have encounters with people who were kind, but I just wanted to show the bad sideas well. Be yourself, and the risk of becoming as uninteresting as a thumbtack will leave.
2. I have met people who were not classically visual attractive, but their personality brightens up the room and brings a new dimension to the coversation. There are exceptions, of course, they can be rude and insensitive as well.
3. Someone judged me by the way I look. I was walking down the hallway as I usually do, and a girl comes up to me and tells me that I am a fake. Such a nice person isn't she? Anyway, I am brutally honest, and I did not even know the girl. Lets just say, I took it and went out. I guess it because I do not smile much, who knows?
4. My so-called friends (not anymore) judge my best and beloved friends by their looks. They will just talk nonstop about their image and insult them when they do not even know them. I got annoyed and left. I could not take it any longer.
My thoughts:
1. The package (your personality, quirks, demeanor) should judge you, not your looks. Your looks are just a bonus. If you are kind and true to yourself, I do not see anything wrong with you. I actually had a crush on a guy because of his quirks and gentleness (he always squints his eyes whenever he smiled, talked in a calming and soothing voice, and chose his battles correctly)
2. Perfection is so overrated. Enjoy your flaws because that is what makes you, you. I actually do not like perfect people because they think that there is nothing wrong with them. There is always something wrong, but it does not mean you have to fix it.
Who am I attracted to:
1. Kindness: Be kind. It is as simple as it can get.
2. Intimidation is a turn off. You are human, you are no better than me. Treat me like an equal.
3. Being able to know your flaws. If you know that you are not perfect and you are fine with that, I enjoy that because you know that you are human.
4. It is the little things that get me attracted to certain people. Maybe it is the way they talk, the way they smile, their voice, their quirks. It is the little things that get me, not how many footballs you can catch.
5. I could care less about how fit you are. As long as you are taking care of your body, I do not care on how big your biceps are. Big arms or overly ripped abs scare me, so just take care of your body which just means bathing and keeping clean and staying away from drugs. Easy as that.
Anyway, people have their own views on beauty. What do you consider beautiful? Do you consider yourself beautiful (if not, you are disagreeing with me (;, you shouldn't)? What are some quirks that you enjoy of a person?
With Love,
Violet Sar Bleu
P.S. This is a very complex and interesting topic, be careful when discussing it.
Wednesday, December 19, 2012
Music: First and Only Love
I love music and will continue to till the end of my time. Thank goodness I am not deaf because without music, I will probably be shipped into a psychological hospital. I just wanted to give you my reasons I love it so much and how it affects me.
Reasons:
1. It has always been there for me. I can always turn on a radio or anything, and it will be there. Not a lot of things tend to stick around in my life, but music is one of the exceptions.
2. It does not judge me. Everyone else in my life criticizes for who I am, but I stopped letting it get to me. I am actually tired of it to tell you the truth, but music does not tell me who I should be or who I should want to be.
3. It is adaptable to my mood. I can find any song, and it will fit me in that certain situation. Call me crazy, but music does things that words are unable to describe.
Artists who influenced me:
1. All American Rejects: You can have your own opinion on them, but I love them. They grow as I grow and were the first band I fell I love with. After listening to them, I began listening to all different alternative artists. Thank you.
2. The Smiths: It started out as a random click on YouTube, and I found them. Their sound is so unique, and their lyrics are not cookie-cutter perfect. They are not perfect; they are human. They are controversial to the government, question authority my dear friends.
3. Youth Lagoon: A dreamy hazy type pop deal with heavily themed lyrics. Only he could get away with it. Again, random clicks on the Internet led to me to him. After him, I listened to Paper Kites, Greg Holden, Years Around the Sun, and many more folky calming music. Those relieved anxiety from my life.
3. Black Sabbath: Do I need to say more? It adds to a slightly dark tone to my music collection, but not anything too bad. Just enough pepper on my plate.
4. Cream: This lovely British band led me to Creedence Clearwater Revival and the Kinks. They bring me back home when I am miles away. I will never be homesick with them.
5. Vampire Weekend: My pessimistic music choices need balance. Now, they were quite optimistic as I may say. Without them, I will actually become a full blown hate-society type girl, which I am not :).
6. Pink Floyd: I wish I can pay back all the things they did for me. I am serious. Thank you so much. You brought out the light when I was blind from the darkness. Thank you.
7. Fleet Foxes: During my magical love-affair with Canada, I was living life. I love Canada, but not the people who I took the trip with. Surprisingly enough, I do not remember anything from the trip other than this song and watching Pippy Longstocking. My soul memory of my love affair with Canada.
8. Mumford and Sons: As I grow up, my music taste matures a bit as well. I used to be into the really folky stuff, but I toned down a bit. With Mumford and Sons, I am calmer, more relaxed, thank you.
9. Switch foot: They showed me that Christian rock is not an oxymoron nor do you have to be Christian in order to enjoy it. They have changed a little over the years; evolution is good. Where would we be without it?
10. Sucicide Silence: Very heavy band, they led me to the older school stuff such as Slipknot. It is too bad that Mitch Lucker died so young, but things happen. His frustration is really brought out through the songs, and I applaud them for doing so. Thank you, and I have a new obsession :).
11. Keith Moon, yes, I know he died quite young and lived a crazy life, but his beats were radical. They were so exciting and different from the first time I heard it. No one plays drums like him.
12. The Sex Pistols: When I was in deep with the whole rock scene, I got really into British rock. The Sex Pistols were my first impression, and may I say, they sure did. :). I still listen to them, and they started a huge turning point in my life.
13. David Bowie: He was so different to me. Although his "Ziggy Stardust" stage was quite a character on its own, it showed me that normal is overrated. Cut yourself a break and live life.
These artists have made a massive impact on my life. Even though you may not like them, I love them and will continue to. They were a verbal map on the path of my life. From every river I had to cross to every road I had to turn on, they were here. I am here. I just wanted you to know me just a bit better :).
Reasons:
1. It has always been there for me. I can always turn on a radio or anything, and it will be there. Not a lot of things tend to stick around in my life, but music is one of the exceptions.
2. It does not judge me. Everyone else in my life criticizes for who I am, but I stopped letting it get to me. I am actually tired of it to tell you the truth, but music does not tell me who I should be or who I should want to be.
3. It is adaptable to my mood. I can find any song, and it will fit me in that certain situation. Call me crazy, but music does things that words are unable to describe.
Artists who influenced me:
1. All American Rejects: You can have your own opinion on them, but I love them. They grow as I grow and were the first band I fell I love with. After listening to them, I began listening to all different alternative artists. Thank you.
2. The Smiths: It started out as a random click on YouTube, and I found them. Their sound is so unique, and their lyrics are not cookie-cutter perfect. They are not perfect; they are human. They are controversial to the government, question authority my dear friends.
3. Youth Lagoon: A dreamy hazy type pop deal with heavily themed lyrics. Only he could get away with it. Again, random clicks on the Internet led to me to him. After him, I listened to Paper Kites, Greg Holden, Years Around the Sun, and many more folky calming music. Those relieved anxiety from my life.
3. Black Sabbath: Do I need to say more? It adds to a slightly dark tone to my music collection, but not anything too bad. Just enough pepper on my plate.
4. Cream: This lovely British band led me to Creedence Clearwater Revival and the Kinks. They bring me back home when I am miles away. I will never be homesick with them.
5. Vampire Weekend: My pessimistic music choices need balance. Now, they were quite optimistic as I may say. Without them, I will actually become a full blown hate-society type girl, which I am not :).
6. Pink Floyd: I wish I can pay back all the things they did for me. I am serious. Thank you so much. You brought out the light when I was blind from the darkness. Thank you.
7. Fleet Foxes: During my magical love-affair with Canada, I was living life. I love Canada, but not the people who I took the trip with. Surprisingly enough, I do not remember anything from the trip other than this song and watching Pippy Longstocking. My soul memory of my love affair with Canada.
8. Mumford and Sons: As I grow up, my music taste matures a bit as well. I used to be into the really folky stuff, but I toned down a bit. With Mumford and Sons, I am calmer, more relaxed, thank you.
9. Switch foot: They showed me that Christian rock is not an oxymoron nor do you have to be Christian in order to enjoy it. They have changed a little over the years; evolution is good. Where would we be without it?
10. Sucicide Silence: Very heavy band, they led me to the older school stuff such as Slipknot. It is too bad that Mitch Lucker died so young, but things happen. His frustration is really brought out through the songs, and I applaud them for doing so. Thank you, and I have a new obsession :).
11. Keith Moon, yes, I know he died quite young and lived a crazy life, but his beats were radical. They were so exciting and different from the first time I heard it. No one plays drums like him.
12. The Sex Pistols: When I was in deep with the whole rock scene, I got really into British rock. The Sex Pistols were my first impression, and may I say, they sure did. :). I still listen to them, and they started a huge turning point in my life.
13. David Bowie: He was so different to me. Although his "Ziggy Stardust" stage was quite a character on its own, it showed me that normal is overrated. Cut yourself a break and live life.
These artists have made a massive impact on my life. Even though you may not like them, I love them and will continue to. They were a verbal map on the path of my life. From every river I had to cross to every road I had to turn on, they were here. I am here. I just wanted you to know me just a bit better :).
Tuesday, December 18, 2012
Let's Ink (Permanently)
Tattoos are the most artistic and controversial things a person can do to their bodies. First off, I want to talk about tattoos because kids at school have been talking about, in an unrealistic view. Getting ink is more than just dealing with the pain of it, that is not even half the battle. There are so many things you have to consider, your age, the meaning behind it, the cost, etc. I am just here to give advice about it. Do as you please, I am not the ruler of your life.
The meaning of your future tattoo:
Why have permanent ink on yourself if it does not mean anything? Sure, it looks cool now, but you will have it for the rest of your life. It will just represent worthlessness in the future if it does not mean anything. Please, do not get a name of your significant other on your body. You do not know what the future will bring. Piece of advice: If you want a tattoo, give yourself a couple of years (4 or 5). If you still want it, go ahead.
Do not mimck another person's tattoo:
That person got a tattoo for a specific reason. It just would not be fair to them. A tattoo should be unique and should represent you, not another person.
Do not get one if your parents do not know about it (underage):
So many things could go wrong. They can see it, and you will get into trouble. You may not know if it is safe or not, etc. etc. Please, listen to your parent or guardian's advice.
The risks:
Unclean needle can lead to AIDS, Hepatitis, or infection. An allergic reaction to the ink is not fun. Remember the risks that go into this.
Do not ink yourself just to have a tattoo:
Again, sure, the tattoo makes you look cool now, but later on, what will it represent? Make it meaningful.
Anyway, I care about you all, and I actually do feel miserable when a kid gets a worthless or terribly looking tattoo. It makes me feel terrible. Please, save yourself from permanent ink being worthless onto your body. You can get a tattoo if you want, but just remember these things.
With Love,
Violet Sar Bleu
P.S. Mitch Lucker, happy holidays. :)
The meaning of your future tattoo:
Why have permanent ink on yourself if it does not mean anything? Sure, it looks cool now, but you will have it for the rest of your life. It will just represent worthlessness in the future if it does not mean anything. Please, do not get a name of your significant other on your body. You do not know what the future will bring. Piece of advice: If you want a tattoo, give yourself a couple of years (4 or 5). If you still want it, go ahead.
Do not mimck another person's tattoo:
That person got a tattoo for a specific reason. It just would not be fair to them. A tattoo should be unique and should represent you, not another person.
Do not get one if your parents do not know about it (underage):
So many things could go wrong. They can see it, and you will get into trouble. You may not know if it is safe or not, etc. etc. Please, listen to your parent or guardian's advice.
The risks:
Unclean needle can lead to AIDS, Hepatitis, or infection. An allergic reaction to the ink is not fun. Remember the risks that go into this.
Do not ink yourself just to have a tattoo:
Again, sure, the tattoo makes you look cool now, but later on, what will it represent? Make it meaningful.
Anyway, I care about you all, and I actually do feel miserable when a kid gets a worthless or terribly looking tattoo. It makes me feel terrible. Please, save yourself from permanent ink being worthless onto your body. You can get a tattoo if you want, but just remember these things.
With Love,
Violet Sar Bleu
P.S. Mitch Lucker, happy holidays. :)
Monday, December 17, 2012
Take a Hint Misery City
For now, I think that I am fine, other than the regular everyday things that make me a bit unhappy. I know in the last post I said that if you do not love something, drop it, and I can't. I cannot support myself nor can I just drop everything and leave. If I could, I would, but now I cannot. Many people are unhappy, but others do not realize that. It does not matter if they tell you are not. It is an unhappy person, here are some hints.
1. Smiles are no longer easily given. I remember that I used to give out smiles to everyone, even the ones that I do not like. I was a happy person, but I do not do that anymore. I only smile when it is worthwhile, not because I feel obligated too.
2. An increase in sarcastic comments. This may be obvious to some and not so obvious to others, but sarcasm is the biggest sign a person can give to you. Boredom and annoyance and frustration is usually translated into sarcasm.
3. A decrease in interests in life. I am not a big participant in life because it makes me depress. It is not that life depresses me; it is the people who surround me in this life. I just stop caring. Rebellion is not the main focus, just a perk. Relaxation is the key goal, but this method does not work for everyone.
4. "I am sad" is said. You never know when someone says this, and if they do, along with "I'm done", they are not in the brightest place on the planet. I do not like to put my heart on my sleeve, so I rather use words and do say these things. Some will catch it; others do not.
5. A decrease in showing emotion. If someone used to be dramatic and wore their heart on their sleeve and turned into a monotone, poker-faced person, it is saying something. The motive is that if they do not show emotion, they will no longer feel. It works for a week, but after that they break down.
6. Tired voice is present. Whispers are usually meant for secrets, but when it is used instead of a normal voice for a long period of time, it shows sadness. Their mind uses so much energy that they are tired, and it shows through their voice.
7. Puffy red eyes. Crying, but I do not like crying. I remember nights where I would cry myself to sleep, not the most fun thing in the world. Puffy red eyes is an obvious sign if a person is upset.
8. An increase in lashing out. Taking out anger or frustration constantly show how upset the person is. It is usually not out of anger, but out of frustration that they are sad. Sounds weird, but true.
9. Lack of motivation. If a person just stops trying, it shows how they do not want to take an effort in themselves. When they do not, it gives them more energy to focus on their feelings, and they become tired again. They must find that energy, so they do not try anymore and continue on. It is a vicious cycle.
10. Everything seems more annoying to them. Little things just start pushing their buttons, and they cannot stand it anymore. This happens because they need something to pick on, something to blame for their sadness and darkness.
The reason why I write this post is because some people do not understand why people act like the way they do. Not everyone is optimistic, not everyone wants to see the brighter side of things, and most already saw the so-called brighter side. No grass is greener on either side of them. They are
stuck in a rabbit hole. I am stuck in a hole, and I cannot get myself out of it. Anyway, it is titled
"Take a Hint Misery City" because I live in Missouri City. I do not like it. It is too small of a town where people think they know you when they do not. Cut the kids some slack.
I apologize for the pessimistic thoughts on this blog, sorry if this offends you or makes you more frustrated. If it does, just tell me and I will send an apology because I do not want to hurt anyone.
With Love,
Violet Sar Bleu
P.S. Do not ever take a vacation to Missouri City, trust me. You will find 5 churches on one street with a lot of critizing Christians. I am a Christian, but these people take it to a whole new level. Love and kisses and hugs to you all.
P.S.S. If you are sad, say something, not everyonoe can read your mind. And for the recommended medicine, "Heartbeat Slowing Down" by All American Rejects helps, also "Summer We Raised You" by Years Around the Sun.
1. Smiles are no longer easily given. I remember that I used to give out smiles to everyone, even the ones that I do not like. I was a happy person, but I do not do that anymore. I only smile when it is worthwhile, not because I feel obligated too.
2. An increase in sarcastic comments. This may be obvious to some and not so obvious to others, but sarcasm is the biggest sign a person can give to you. Boredom and annoyance and frustration is usually translated into sarcasm.
3. A decrease in interests in life. I am not a big participant in life because it makes me depress. It is not that life depresses me; it is the people who surround me in this life. I just stop caring. Rebellion is not the main focus, just a perk. Relaxation is the key goal, but this method does not work for everyone.
4. "I am sad" is said. You never know when someone says this, and if they do, along with "I'm done", they are not in the brightest place on the planet. I do not like to put my heart on my sleeve, so I rather use words and do say these things. Some will catch it; others do not.
5. A decrease in showing emotion. If someone used to be dramatic and wore their heart on their sleeve and turned into a monotone, poker-faced person, it is saying something. The motive is that if they do not show emotion, they will no longer feel. It works for a week, but after that they break down.
6. Tired voice is present. Whispers are usually meant for secrets, but when it is used instead of a normal voice for a long period of time, it shows sadness. Their mind uses so much energy that they are tired, and it shows through their voice.
7. Puffy red eyes. Crying, but I do not like crying. I remember nights where I would cry myself to sleep, not the most fun thing in the world. Puffy red eyes is an obvious sign if a person is upset.
8. An increase in lashing out. Taking out anger or frustration constantly show how upset the person is. It is usually not out of anger, but out of frustration that they are sad. Sounds weird, but true.
9. Lack of motivation. If a person just stops trying, it shows how they do not want to take an effort in themselves. When they do not, it gives them more energy to focus on their feelings, and they become tired again. They must find that energy, so they do not try anymore and continue on. It is a vicious cycle.
10. Everything seems more annoying to them. Little things just start pushing their buttons, and they cannot stand it anymore. This happens because they need something to pick on, something to blame for their sadness and darkness.
The reason why I write this post is because some people do not understand why people act like the way they do. Not everyone is optimistic, not everyone wants to see the brighter side of things, and most already saw the so-called brighter side. No grass is greener on either side of them. They are
stuck in a rabbit hole. I am stuck in a hole, and I cannot get myself out of it. Anyway, it is titled
"Take a Hint Misery City" because I live in Missouri City. I do not like it. It is too small of a town where people think they know you when they do not. Cut the kids some slack.
I apologize for the pessimistic thoughts on this blog, sorry if this offends you or makes you more frustrated. If it does, just tell me and I will send an apology because I do not want to hurt anyone.
With Love,
Violet Sar Bleu
P.S. Do not ever take a vacation to Missouri City, trust me. You will find 5 churches on one street with a lot of critizing Christians. I am a Christian, but these people take it to a whole new level. Love and kisses and hugs to you all.
P.S.S. If you are sad, say something, not everyonoe can read your mind. And for the recommended medicine, "Heartbeat Slowing Down" by All American Rejects helps, also "Summer We Raised You" by Years Around the Sun.
Friday, December 14, 2012
Things I wish people knew about Part 2
Now, I know it is bad to be pessimistic with all of the holidays coming up, but I need to let some steam out. If I do not, I will put all of my anger on an innocent person.
1. Everyone grows at their own pace, some faster then others, but the key word here is grow. I had a friend who said that every flower blooms in their own way, and you cannot force it. But, every flower must bloom. If they do not, they are not completely a flower, just a plant. Same with humans. A person grows up at their own pace, but if they never grow up, they are not complete.
2. A relationship should be with two people who can stand independent, but together, they are better people. In order to be in a relationship, you have to agree and love yourself. If you do not, you cannot love another person. I learned this the hard way, experience. Be independent so that you are your own person and are complete without the person, but your significant other should let you be a better person. Example: Ice cream is great on its own, but with whipped cream, it is better.
3. Not everyone likes the holiday season, myself included. Yes, I am a scrooge. I do not like the holidays, never did. I have no idea why, but once I do, I will tell you. There is just something about the holidays I do not like.
4. Getting even does not get you ahead. Revenge, yes, I love it, but I am not a strong believer in it. Do not waste your time trying to get back at someone. Let karma do the work. Even if it takes a bit of time, it is worth it.
5. No pain no gain. You cannot overcome or learn from heartbreak if you never experienced it. You cannot go about life thinking that you will not make mistakes. My best achievements come from making mistakes. You are young still, so make mistakes. And when you do, go all out. You can only do it once.
6. No one has control everything. I am sorry, but you cannot control everything. Even if you try to, it is not going to work.
7. You are free from your past, but everyone seems to put themselves under lock and key with it. There is the reason why it is the past. I know you cannot forget it, but do not trap yourself under it. You deserve better.
8. Never settle for less. This means from your favorite ice cream to friends. I had friends that would come and go because they thought I was not good enough and then come back. I did not take them back because they saw me as second choice. I do not like to be second choice, and you should not either. Do what you want to do, not what someone else wants you to do.
9. Love should not hurt. Believe it or not, but love is a good thing, happy even. It is people that is the problem. If you are unhappy in a relationship, say it. Do not keep it in.
10. You only remember what you want to remember. Our minds are nutty for that. There is a reason why youu remember each moment, good or bad.
11. You can drop everything and leave. If you hate it that much or just want a clean slate, drop everything and leave. You deserve to be happy.
12. People change. If you read my posts about my younger years, you can tell I have changed dramatically for good and bad.
13. You are not Alice; you can escape your rabbit hole. Climb, swing, do whatever you need in order for you to be free.
14. A person without a destination does not mean they are lost. I have no destination; I have no idea what I want to do in life, but I am not lost.
15. Everyone will find their soulmate. Do not worry, someone out their is for you. Yes, you will meet a lot of jerks (for girls) and crazy girls (for boys), but it will be worth it. I am actually more happy single, but when I am ready, I will search again.
16. Only time will tell. You cannot have a plan for everything and expect for it to work in the way you want. You will experience some twists and turns, but only time will tell.
17. It is ok to break down. I did and still do. If it gets overwhelming, you are allowed to cry.
18. Be kind to yourself. You are your own worst enemy and critic. Do not take yourself to hard. Take it easy and slow, and everything should fall in place.
19. Everyone has their own story. Some want to tell; others do not. I cannot tell you my story yet because I am not finish with it. Finishing a chapter in life does not mean you finished your story. Others finish faster than others, and some never do.
20. Friends and family will criticize you, but should only do it for your own benefit. Some people will say the darnest things to me, and they will tell me everything I am doing wrong (which is everything). Only criticize me if you are trying to get be better.
Anyway, happy holidays for all of you angels. I am in a transition phase, but I met some friends today. They made my day so much brighter, and hopefully, they will stick around. Love and best of wishes.
With more love,
Violet Sar Bleu
P.S. I should put in some fancy quote here, but I cannot think of one. Love to you.
1. Everyone grows at their own pace, some faster then others, but the key word here is grow. I had a friend who said that every flower blooms in their own way, and you cannot force it. But, every flower must bloom. If they do not, they are not completely a flower, just a plant. Same with humans. A person grows up at their own pace, but if they never grow up, they are not complete.
2. A relationship should be with two people who can stand independent, but together, they are better people. In order to be in a relationship, you have to agree and love yourself. If you do not, you cannot love another person. I learned this the hard way, experience. Be independent so that you are your own person and are complete without the person, but your significant other should let you be a better person. Example: Ice cream is great on its own, but with whipped cream, it is better.
3. Not everyone likes the holiday season, myself included. Yes, I am a scrooge. I do not like the holidays, never did. I have no idea why, but once I do, I will tell you. There is just something about the holidays I do not like.
4. Getting even does not get you ahead. Revenge, yes, I love it, but I am not a strong believer in it. Do not waste your time trying to get back at someone. Let karma do the work. Even if it takes a bit of time, it is worth it.
5. No pain no gain. You cannot overcome or learn from heartbreak if you never experienced it. You cannot go about life thinking that you will not make mistakes. My best achievements come from making mistakes. You are young still, so make mistakes. And when you do, go all out. You can only do it once.
6. No one has control everything. I am sorry, but you cannot control everything. Even if you try to, it is not going to work.
7. You are free from your past, but everyone seems to put themselves under lock and key with it. There is the reason why it is the past. I know you cannot forget it, but do not trap yourself under it. You deserve better.
8. Never settle for less. This means from your favorite ice cream to friends. I had friends that would come and go because they thought I was not good enough and then come back. I did not take them back because they saw me as second choice. I do not like to be second choice, and you should not either. Do what you want to do, not what someone else wants you to do.
9. Love should not hurt. Believe it or not, but love is a good thing, happy even. It is people that is the problem. If you are unhappy in a relationship, say it. Do not keep it in.
10. You only remember what you want to remember. Our minds are nutty for that. There is a reason why youu remember each moment, good or bad.
11. You can drop everything and leave. If you hate it that much or just want a clean slate, drop everything and leave. You deserve to be happy.
12. People change. If you read my posts about my younger years, you can tell I have changed dramatically for good and bad.
13. You are not Alice; you can escape your rabbit hole. Climb, swing, do whatever you need in order for you to be free.
14. A person without a destination does not mean they are lost. I have no destination; I have no idea what I want to do in life, but I am not lost.
15. Everyone will find their soulmate. Do not worry, someone out their is for you. Yes, you will meet a lot of jerks (for girls) and crazy girls (for boys), but it will be worth it. I am actually more happy single, but when I am ready, I will search again.
16. Only time will tell. You cannot have a plan for everything and expect for it to work in the way you want. You will experience some twists and turns, but only time will tell.
17. It is ok to break down. I did and still do. If it gets overwhelming, you are allowed to cry.
18. Be kind to yourself. You are your own worst enemy and critic. Do not take yourself to hard. Take it easy and slow, and everything should fall in place.
19. Everyone has their own story. Some want to tell; others do not. I cannot tell you my story yet because I am not finish with it. Finishing a chapter in life does not mean you finished your story. Others finish faster than others, and some never do.
20. Friends and family will criticize you, but should only do it for your own benefit. Some people will say the darnest things to me, and they will tell me everything I am doing wrong (which is everything). Only criticize me if you are trying to get be better.
Anyway, happy holidays for all of you angels. I am in a transition phase, but I met some friends today. They made my day so much brighter, and hopefully, they will stick around. Love and best of wishes.
With more love,
Violet Sar Bleu
P.S. I should put in some fancy quote here, but I cannot think of one. Love to you.
Things I wish everyone knew about Part 1
Sometimes, ignorance is not bliss (actually, it never is). It makes everyone more impatient, not better, so here is my list of things I wish everyone knew about.
1. Allowing a musician to grow or change is not a bad thing. No one stays the same as they grow up, so why should musicians? If they change their sound, it should not make you dislike them. Asking them to change their sound back is like asking a 65-year old person to be the same person they were at 15.
2. Being able to tell the difference between friend and acquaintance. I do not consider many people as my friend. Friends stick around; acquaintance do not. I am not going to stick around forever.
3. Not taking everything I say to heart. To be honest, I am the meanest, most sarcastic, and pessimistic person you will ever meet. But, if you take things to heart, it is not my fault, (sorry, that sounded mean).
4. Listen. People do not like to listen anymore. It is annoying. So please, save everyone the time and listen.
5. Laugh appropriately. Do not laugh at something that is not funny.
6. Twins are two different people. I have a twin sister, and I let people figure for themselves because it takes longer. Once they figure it out, I am joined at the hip with my sister. By the way, do not call me "twin" or combine our two names together. Do not do that. Put effort into me. I do not call you "girl" or "boy", so do not call me "twin".
7. More money does not make you better. Obnoxious and rich is not a good combination and makes snobby. I do not like snobby people. They are rude, and they think that they are so high and mighty and can make fun of anyone "lower". No, you are equal, sorry.
8. Older does not mean wiser. I cannot stress this enough. Life experience makes you wiser, not how many years you lived.
9. Do not sacrifice someone's happiness for someone else. It happens to me all the time. My dad will yell and punish me to the point where it hurts in order to satisfy my half-sister. He called me fat. His daughter wears the same size waistband as me, and she is 8. What the hell. Do not do that. Happiness is the only thing that gets me going.
10. Anxiety is not cool. I prefer to be relaxed and calm, rather than worrying about everything. Take it slow. Take it easy. Make mistakes.
I apologize if this sounds harsh, but I have been so frustrated lately that I needed an outlet. Thank you for being here and listening to a whiny, complaining teenage girl. If you have any questions, again the email is in of the posts or just comment.
With love,
Violet Sar Bleu
P.S. You have enemies? Good, it means that you stood for something.
1. Allowing a musician to grow or change is not a bad thing. No one stays the same as they grow up, so why should musicians? If they change their sound, it should not make you dislike them. Asking them to change their sound back is like asking a 65-year old person to be the same person they were at 15.
2. Being able to tell the difference between friend and acquaintance. I do not consider many people as my friend. Friends stick around; acquaintance do not. I am not going to stick around forever.
3. Not taking everything I say to heart. To be honest, I am the meanest, most sarcastic, and pessimistic person you will ever meet. But, if you take things to heart, it is not my fault, (sorry, that sounded mean).
4. Listen. People do not like to listen anymore. It is annoying. So please, save everyone the time and listen.
5. Laugh appropriately. Do not laugh at something that is not funny.
6. Twins are two different people. I have a twin sister, and I let people figure for themselves because it takes longer. Once they figure it out, I am joined at the hip with my sister. By the way, do not call me "twin" or combine our two names together. Do not do that. Put effort into me. I do not call you "girl" or "boy", so do not call me "twin".
7. More money does not make you better. Obnoxious and rich is not a good combination and makes snobby. I do not like snobby people. They are rude, and they think that they are so high and mighty and can make fun of anyone "lower". No, you are equal, sorry.
8. Older does not mean wiser. I cannot stress this enough. Life experience makes you wiser, not how many years you lived.
9. Do not sacrifice someone's happiness for someone else. It happens to me all the time. My dad will yell and punish me to the point where it hurts in order to satisfy my half-sister. He called me fat. His daughter wears the same size waistband as me, and she is 8. What the hell. Do not do that. Happiness is the only thing that gets me going.
10. Anxiety is not cool. I prefer to be relaxed and calm, rather than worrying about everything. Take it slow. Take it easy. Make mistakes.
I apologize if this sounds harsh, but I have been so frustrated lately that I needed an outlet. Thank you for being here and listening to a whiny, complaining teenage girl. If you have any questions, again the email is in of the posts or just comment.
With love,
Violet Sar Bleu
P.S. You have enemies? Good, it means that you stood for something.
Thursday, December 13, 2012
Secrets: We like to keep them don't we
All right, since I share so many things with you, I should share little quirky things about myself. Yes, go ahead and have your fun.
Not so interesting facts:
Celebrity Crush- Then: Tyson Ritter, Now: Eddie Redmayne
Favorite Band- Then: All American Rejects, Now: All American Rejects and Fleet Foxes
Favorite Solo Musical Act: Youth Lagoon, Brock Human, and Greg Holden
Favorite Flowers- Then: Venus Fly Trap, Now: Lily of the Valley
Favorite Artist- Then: Yves Klein, Now: Mark Rothko
Favorite Color- Yellow and White
Favorite Song- Today: Kids in the Street by All American Rejects, Yesterday: The Summer We Raised You by Years Around the Sun
Favorite Food: Double, Animal Style Burger at In-N-Out with a Root Beer Float
Favorite Aroma: Black Coffee
Favorite Holiday: Groundhog's Day
Favorite Poem: Having a Coke with You by Frank O'Hara
Favorite Author(s): Stephen Chbosky, J.D. Salinger
Favorite T.V. Show: That's 70s Show
Favorite Movie: The Shawshank Redemption, Full Metal Jacket, or Paper Moon
Favorite Tradition: Watching Saturday Night Live ever Saturday night
Things That Annoy Me or Things I Hate:
-bunnies
-silverware dragged across teeth
-people who laugh at stuff that is not funny
-chewing food with mouth open
-people who talk bad about me in third-person even though I am right in front of their face
-music that has no meaning behind it
-people that give me anxiety
-people who do not leave me alone when I want to be alone
-people who talk at the top of their lungs
-cars
-wet bread
-girls who try to hard to act cute
-uncomfortable jeans (ruins the whole purpose)
-Barbie doll heads (I used to rip off the heads and put them atop of my pencils)
-kids (sticky fingers, eww)
-babies
-farm animals
-overly religious people
Weird Personality Traits
- never liked Christmas or Easter
- not easily amused (I smile all the time, but rarely laugh)
- I can rant for hours.
- I am not immured to PMS.
- I like being alone and do not like to participate in life.
- People watching is interesting
- I am a hot-head, but I do not let steam out a lot.
- I hate jeans
- I am a fighter, not a lover.
- Never got the idea of innovation
- good student, do not like the school
- I like wearing neutrals, so I do not have to match colors.
Things that no one knows about me:
-I do not like meat.
-Polly Pocket creeps me out.
-I do not like James Cameron's Avatar
-I am a potter head.
-I eat like a trucker, and I can swear like a sailor.
-I love veggie burgers.
-I am indecisive.
- I do not like a lot of people who thinks we are friends. They are more like acquaintances of convience.
- I was never a big fan of pop, just pretended to fit in.
- I am a lost soul.
Yep, that is all you need to know. If you have any questions about me, just ask,and I will answer. Again, if you do not want to comment, just send it to my colleague's email lillianjuly24@aol.com.
With Love,
Violet Sar Bleu
P.S. Big Brother is always watching.
Not so interesting facts:
Celebrity Crush- Then: Tyson Ritter, Now: Eddie Redmayne
Favorite Band- Then: All American Rejects, Now: All American Rejects and Fleet Foxes
Favorite Solo Musical Act: Youth Lagoon, Brock Human, and Greg Holden
Favorite Flowers- Then: Venus Fly Trap, Now: Lily of the Valley
Favorite Artist- Then: Yves Klein, Now: Mark Rothko
Favorite Color- Yellow and White
Favorite Song- Today: Kids in the Street by All American Rejects, Yesterday: The Summer We Raised You by Years Around the Sun
Favorite Food: Double, Animal Style Burger at In-N-Out with a Root Beer Float
Favorite Aroma: Black Coffee
Favorite Holiday: Groundhog's Day
Favorite Poem: Having a Coke with You by Frank O'Hara
Favorite Author(s): Stephen Chbosky, J.D. Salinger
Favorite T.V. Show: That's 70s Show
Favorite Movie: The Shawshank Redemption, Full Metal Jacket, or Paper Moon
Favorite Tradition: Watching Saturday Night Live ever Saturday night
Things That Annoy Me or Things I Hate:
-bunnies
-silverware dragged across teeth
-people who laugh at stuff that is not funny
-chewing food with mouth open
-people who talk bad about me in third-person even though I am right in front of their face
-music that has no meaning behind it
-people that give me anxiety
-people who do not leave me alone when I want to be alone
-people who talk at the top of their lungs
-cars
-wet bread
-girls who try to hard to act cute
-uncomfortable jeans (ruins the whole purpose)
-Barbie doll heads (I used to rip off the heads and put them atop of my pencils)
-kids (sticky fingers, eww)
-babies
-farm animals
-overly religious people
Weird Personality Traits
- never liked Christmas or Easter
- not easily amused (I smile all the time, but rarely laugh)
- I can rant for hours.
- I am not immured to PMS.
- I like being alone and do not like to participate in life.
- People watching is interesting
- I am a hot-head, but I do not let steam out a lot.
- I hate jeans
- I am a fighter, not a lover.
- Never got the idea of innovation
- good student, do not like the school
- I like wearing neutrals, so I do not have to match colors.
Things that no one knows about me:
-I do not like meat.
-Polly Pocket creeps me out.
-I do not like James Cameron's Avatar
-I am a potter head.
-I eat like a trucker, and I can swear like a sailor.
-I love veggie burgers.
-I am indecisive.
- I do not like a lot of people who thinks we are friends. They are more like acquaintances of convience.
- I was never a big fan of pop, just pretended to fit in.
- I am a lost soul.
Yep, that is all you need to know. If you have any questions about me, just ask,and I will answer. Again, if you do not want to comment, just send it to my colleague's email lillianjuly24@aol.com.
With Love,
Violet Sar Bleu
P.S. Big Brother is always watching.
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