Ides of March

Depending on your time zone and when you will see this post, it may or may not be the Ides of March. The Ides of March is pretty much March 15, nothing big, but it is very important in Ancient Rome, especially during the reign of Julius Caesar.

Why am I telling you this information that you may not use ever in your life? I have no idea. This post is going to be as pointless as my other ones are, but I thought you needed to know just in case weird things are happening in your life right now because the Ides of March are known for doing weird supernatural things.

In other news, I really need to stop giving myself anxiety. Yes, the suspense of life is killing me, and I do not know why because I feel as though the future should not be worried about. My mindset is the following: if you try your best everyday in order to get something done and do what you need to do, you will be set for the future. However, no one can predict the future.

Also, yesterday, I was watching a documentary on doomsday cults. I have no idea how I got to that channel, but before I went to bed last night, I watched doomsday cults. Pretty much I saw were how certain persons made people believe them and follow them and eventually caused a mass suicide. Hopefully, you have heard of this or I just sound like a total freak. But yeah, I watched about Jim Jones and others. I highly recommend you NOT to look this information up, or you might loose part of your sanity. Fair warning.

Another thing I have been thinking about is moral and immoral actions. Yeah, they are actually pretty hard to differentiate sometimes because not only do we have to think about the action itself, but the consequences and intentions of that action. If I sound like I am writing total nonsense I recommend you to click this link and watch. Hopefully you will get what I mean.
Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6SEvBW3nMro

I also have been noticing my web history. Though I do not ever delete it nor do I intend to, but I have been noticing I look up odd things on the Internet. For instance, for my English Project I am building a model of the well known torture device, the rack, and in order to do so, I have to look up things on the rack and how it affects the body. However, though it may seem like a harmless project, if you were to look into my history, I seem like a very violent person, which I am not. Yeah, just wanted to clear that up.

Another thing I have been noticing is the way I dress have drastically changed. I used to wear what actually flattered my body and showed off what I love most about myself which are my neck and legs. Therefore, I would wear crew cut sweaters and shorts or skinny jeans in order to emphasized what I want to. But now, I have been noticing although I still put emphasis on my legs and neck, I dress way more differently. I am more into making items even out with each other. For instance, the other day I was wearing a lace top, a bandeau, boyfriend jeans, and had messy hair. Let's just say, I did not want to do my hair and everything looked ironic.

Yeah, sorry for the super long post, but I thought I needed to get that off my chest.

With love,

Violet Sar Bleu

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