I have been very relaxed over the past couple days when I went back to school, and I feel as though I am not overwhelmed by the boatloads of homework. Just taking it one day at a time which really helps. Right now, my blogging has been inconsistent because my life is inconsistent. I do not what will happen next, but that is just the beauty. By the way, I broke my retainer. Yeah, it snapped somehow, don't ask because the story is bizarre. Anyway, these are some of my thoughts that I running through my mind right now.
1. I have been losing my appetite. That is not good. I am meant to eat like a trucker like I always do, but with class. Yeah, I do not feel well, so forgive me if I sound boring during this post.
2. I noticed that I do not or have not had a crush on anyone this year. No one caught my eye. Usually, I have one for a point in time, but I do not. It is not that the boys at my school are ugly, I just think that I know them too well.
3. I have been very relaxed. Life is not busy, and I am happy. Thank goodness. Ranting has been put to a minimum which is fanastic. Not so angry anymore.
4. My sister does not want to be a Catholic anymore.
5. I am not a big fan of chick flicks because they make everyone think what a relationship should turn out to be. Every relationship has its own pace, its own road, its own path. We cannot make a prototype for it. Also, I feel bad for males since every single women expect them to act like a chick flick guy (even me sometimes).
6. Do not. Whatever anyone does to me. Do not take my happiness in order to make someone else happy. It is wrong. Also, no one should deserve this.
7. As much as I do not like people, I hate it when people get hurt. It is not right. It is worse when they cry.
8. Sunflowers and Lily of the Valley are my favorite flowers. Sunflowers are beautiful and bright and happy to me. Lily of the Valley is great to since it looks old-fashion and peaceful. Bright and peaceful are my favorite adjectives.
9. Falling in love. Yikes, a very difficult subject. Should not be treated lightly.
10. Have you ever put vanilla bean creamer inside hot chocolate? It tastes amazing. So creamy and rich.
11. I prefer horror movies because I like to be scared. That rush feels amazing, but the nightmares after are terrible. Yes, but I do not like disgusting "horror" films. They are not entertaining to me.
12. I hate it when people are overly religious. Express your faith, but do not get mad if I do not agree with society's beliefs.
13. Society cannot tell what is right and wrong for every person. Again, this goes back to the flower, how every flower blooms the same.
14. "You Only Live Once"- This expression should not be used to do something stupid. It should be used only when it is a big life decision or daring action, not to do something dumb.
15. Do not get mad at me when I do not know American football or YOLO because I do not watch American football nor have I ever heard YOLO.
16. I am all for true love, but do not flirt with other people's boyfriend and girlfriend. If they really do love you, they will go for you. But if they are in a relationship, do not bother them because they are happy. Only time will tell.
17. I wish my classmates stopped giving anxiety. Sorry, but I do not stress about every assignment because I do not like doing that to my body. It is not fair that my classmates are giving me anxiety. This is why I prefer to be friends with people outside of class.
18. Family and work do not go together.
19. Do not complain about how I do not plan everything out. Go with the flow. No matter what, we will reach hardships.
20. I do not like most people at my school. We have a hallway issue, someone of you know what I mean. We also have a dress code issue. In the summer in Texas, it is too hot to not wear shorts. We also have people who just get on my nerves in my classroom. Some of them are plain annoying. I do not speak at all in school, but some just think they are better than me. In the end, we will buried in the ground. We are equal.
I apologize if I insult you in any way. If I do (I did), send your reason and I will send you an apology. Insults on my behalf are unintended. If you have any thoughts or ideas or comments, comment below.
Sorry that this ended in a sour note, but I cannot go through life without having an outlet. It is impossible. Some things bother me until I go insane. I do not want to go insane.
How are you? How was your holiday? Thank you for supporting me.
With Love,
Violet Sar Bleu
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