Before I begin, I would like to put a disclaimer out there. I know there are people in worse conditions than I am and that I live a privileged life. It is a blessing to be able to wake up and know that there will be food on the table, love from my cousin, sister, mother, and grandma, and that I will be fine in the end, no matter the injury, sickness, or heartbreak. However, like most people in our lives, I find myself a bit unsatisfied.
I have talked about my father before, and I believe that I made you listen to my rants about him far too often. I will not make you listen to them because they are horrendous. Don't you worry.
I have talked about my sister before, and I made you listen to my adoration and confusion for her far too often. I hope you have a best friend like mine because then life will be too unfair. You deserve to be happy.
I have talked about my loving and strict mother before, and I made you listen to my misunderstanding of her far too often. I hope you have someone to care for you because you take care of someone, but someone needs to take care of you. You deserve the best.
I do not remember talking about my grandma, and I need to tell you how wonderful she is. I want you to meet her one day. See you in due time.
Even though I have wonderful people in my life, I feel lonely and empty. For that I feel horrible because I have enough. I hope you have more than enough love to go around.
With love,
Violet Sar Bleu
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