Saturday, April 20, 2013

The way I feel right now

I feel as though I am not my normal self, and it is to the point where I do not understand myself if that makes any sense. I guess I should just tell you my problems.

I feel very unfocused and disconnected with myself and my life. Such as, I will think of something and I do not know how it applies to my life, though it seems relevant. It is almost as if I have all the pieces to a puzzle, but I cannot seem to put it together. Also, I feel very anxious for some weird reason. I am not a nervous person, but I am anxious for no reason. My body has been anxious as well, like jittery and cautious of everything that might move, if that makes sense at all.

I do not believe that I am stressed out, but I have been also getting acne, which I barely get, but right now, for some weird reason, I have been breaking out. Ughh, I do not know what to do, and I do not know why my body is doing this to me.

Why do I feel anxious? Why do I cry for no weird reason at weird times during the day? Why do I feel disconnected and unfocused? Why do I feel incomplete even though I have everything in front of me? Please answer these questions because I need the answers.

Please help.

Violet Sar Bleu

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