Catching Fire

I watched Catching Fire last night, and liked it, as most people did.

It got me thinking about which terrain I will most likely to survive in if I ever get reaped into the Hunger Games, and I think that I will most likely to survive in an abandoned city.

Yeah, no more snicker doodles before bed for me.

New Found Love

To be honest with you, I never liked the Abercrombie and Fitch companies, along with their sister and brother brands. I just did not like my shirt having a logo plastered on the chest. However, once my stubborn mind finally looked pass the logo-plastered graphic tops and the scandalous advertisements and the fact that they have a shirtless man in front of the store (which made me want to go away from the store, since I felt uncomfortable), I found things I like in there. For one, I love Hollister jeans. I have small hips and a small butt and Hollister jeans are perfect for that. I used to be a fan of American Eagle jeans, but the jeans tended to be a bit short on me and the backsides tend to be a bit wide. Aeropostale jeans are too wide on the hips and waist and just overall too baggy on the legs; those jeans just do not work on me. Abercrombie and Fitch flannels are the best. Yes, they are a bit overpriced, but the softness and chose of colors and the fit is amazing. I love both men and women flannels. Gilly Hicks bralettes are amazing. I have a small chest, and some bralettes drown me.
However, I do not agree with their CEO, that arrogant twat. Anyway, I just like their flannels, bralettes, and jeans.

Letter to a Friend

Dear Friend,

Even though I know that capitalizing the word "friend" is incorrect,  I think a friend is more important than anything else, though people argue that family is most important. I refute that idea, more or less because I hate it. Friends are people you can choose to have in your life, and family are people you are forced to have in your life. However, I digress.

The reason I chose to write to you is because I hope that you would listen, that you will at least attempt to understand what I am trying to understand. The world needs to make more attempts, even if that attempt will fail by the word of fate. Attempts show care and support for that person. To me, that is the best affectionate expression in the world.

I always hated characters like Anse Bundren, selfish, guilt tripping, unsympathetic, pretty much the worst character alive. I know that is harsh to say, but the purpose behind Faulkner's characterization of Anse Bundren makes me sick. I noticed why I hate him so much. It is because there are people in my life who resemble him.

I dislike that I cannot put a name for you; it seems a bit rude. I apologize for putting you as anonymous for it resembles the quality of invisible.

With love,

Me.

Time Out

I do not like the idea of someone giving up on me, and I will not give up on myself, which includes to continue to write out my thoughts, no matter how painful it was. To be honest, I hate to write out my thoughts, because those thoughts run through my mind a million times per minute (that was over exaggerating, but you get the idea).

I decided to give myself a little break, not from you, but from myself. Even though I like to be alone most of my time, time alone is dangerous for me when there is too much of it. I think too much, look into things too much. Everyone's thoughts are dangerous.

I begin to fear oblivion, not being cared for, not being significant to the human race, nonetheless the universe.

I do not like the idea of time because I do not like the idea of losing time.

Lots of love.

Being Ignored

One of the worst feelings in the world is neglect or being ignored because we feel as though we are not worth time, thoughts, or anything else.

I hate being ignored, especially by the ones I care about.
I hate caring for someone who does not care for me.
I just hate caring for someone ignoring me.

My Schedule for my Week

I tend to bite off more than I can chew, and it is apparent this week.

Monday- Hieroglyphics Picture
Tuesday- US History Test, Human Geography Test, Computer Science Test
Wednesday- Art History, Lab
Thursday- Vocabulary Quiz, Spanish National Honor Society, Habitat for Humanity
Friday- Drivers Test

I hope you are relaxed more than me.

With love,

Violet Sar Bleu

To someone I miss

You know who you are, and I do not need to explain anything to you, except I miss you.

You are in a whole new world, whole new life, while I am still in the same old world, same old life. By now, you probably do not care about me or have time for me, which is fine because I miss you, but do not have time for you. If it were up to me, we will hang out everyday together, but not every moment because I get tired out easily, or I will not miss you the way I do.

Please do not think of me as a nuisance, an annoying pest, since I just want to see you, to see how you have grown, to see you how you are, happy or sad or angry. I guess life just gets in the way, but I wished it didn't.

I really hope to see you soon.

With love,
And always,

Violet Sar Bleu