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In all honesty, I am what people call misunderstood. It is not that I am mentally retarded, I just voice my opinion too much at inappropriate times, but also, I have a habit of not saying what I believe when it is truly needed.

However, whoever you, whatever you may believe, voice your opinion and let others do as well. They can either come up as genius or as dumb, depending on who you talk to.

If there is one thing I can teach you, it is procrastination. It's gone to the point where not only do I procrastinate, but avoid the situation all together. My pointe shoes have been dead for a while, yet I never seem to be able to get around to replacing them with new ones. I have been barefoot for a while.

Yes, that is all I have to say.

With love,

Violet Sar Bleu

Squid ward and Spongebob

Today was ver inconsistent when it comes down to it. I was feeling normal in the morning, despite the fact that I woke up way too early. Then, at Drivers Ed, o was feeling happy with the Arizona Tea and boys who look like Spongebob and Squidward telling me how nice and pretty I looked (I think they were just being nice, since they complimented on how pretty my shirt's color looked on me).

I do not know, and I believe that I am not with the earth at this very moment.

With love,

Violet Sar Bleu

P.S. I am not mad, just feeling out of it.

All that Jazz

Remember when I said that everyone has a different perspective on life, so we cannot assume what is right for every person? Hopefully, you remembered.

I like to go with the flow, be the willow that goes with the wind. Planning things out are not my favorite things to do. I like to live naturally.

Of course, I am a very laidback person, but it is ok if some people are uptight. If it works, then so be it.

I guess that is all I have to say.

With love,

Violet Sar Bleu

Piece of Advice

One day, you will be an amazing person that will be happy that will fall in love with someone great that will marry your perfect match. I vow that this has to happen. If it does not, I severely apologize because all I want is the best for you. Not the worst, not the in between, the best.

Here is a list that you have to promise that you will achieve one day.

1. Experience a life changing event that is not fatal.

2. Remember who you are as a person and become the best "you" you can be and it does not matter who does not like it, including me.

3. Be happy.

True happiness, in my opinion, does not come from materialistic things. Things that make me happy are not good grades, money, or food. However, I do feel temporary joy from them. Little things where it is undescrible, where there is nothing to show, nothing to eat, but the feeling that you recieve from it. If something is undescrible, that is proof that it is utterly amazing.

Piece of advice folks, I am happy. I am not depressed or mad, just in peace right now. Hopefully, you are happy, in the most non materialistic way.

By the way, it is a full moon and it looks beautiful.

With love,

Violet Sar Bleu

Even though they love one another, it does not mean they are meant to be together.

Sad as it sounds, loving someone is not always enough in order for them to be yours. Timing is a factor as well. People can fall in love too fast, too early, too late, or at the right time. And most reasons why people do not end up in a relationship quickly, or to the worst, at all. We cannot always count on lust, infatuation, or misunderstandings because it is usually timing.

What a sad world we live in.

Anyway, hopefully you had a nice weekend and comment below what you did over it.

With love,

Violet Sar Bleu

Instigators, Horror Films, Volunteering, DPS

In my mind, we fight our own battles, meaning that we choose them as well. No one forces us to do anything, but because of our own liking to be correct, we fight the dumb ones anyway. I am telling you this because a lot of people in my life are instigators. They love to stir up trouble when trouble is not needed, which is never. Taking a small conflict and making it bigger than it actually is makes the instigator look dumb in my mind. Why make anything larger or more influential than it actual is?

For example, my stepsister is an instigator. She loves to stir up trouble between my dad and I. Even though my dad and I do not get along well already, she decides to make the situation even more difficult on the both of us. It is stupid. She makes him make a bigger deal over something so small that it does not deserve to be an argument. For instance, she made him a card for Christmas, but my sister and I did not. Why? You may be thinking that I am a bad child, but if anyone has ever read my day in life post, I do not have time for anything. I am lucky enough that I have time for myself because usually on the weekends, I volunteer or doing my homework or doing this blog for you all. Now, I am not blaming you for this. I love blogging. It is just that arguing over not making a card is pretty stupid. And why should I give him a card? To be honest, he has not done anything for me, and I will not do anything for him. It is plain and simple. And, I have not made a card for my mother since I was 10. I am 15. Not 10. Remember that. If my dad wants one of my old portraits of Medusa or Andrew Jackson or Edward Scissorhands, he can grab one. I do not care.

Of course, I prevent myself from bringing up the topic in the first place because I know he will get mad. It is just his nature. I do not want to argue or make his blood pressure shoot threw the roof over something stupid. But, my stepsister thinks she is so sly, but she forgets that is my conflict. It is mine. I play the cards. She does not.

So, if you have a person in your life that causes trouble for you, remember that in the end, it is up to you of how much it can influence you. As much as anger is contagious, calmness is too. Promise.

Another topic I want to address is horror films. Is it me or not horror films are scary, but the fact that they are just disgusting? I am mean there is a difference between using blood and gore in order to portray a horrorifying act and using it too far. I mean there is a line.

I mean some horror films are unbearable to watch because of the suspense, the subject, etc. But if I am watching a film and wonder how much fake blood and fake flesh they have to use in order to portray the image, there is something wrong. Don't get me wrong, I like good horror films. But, most are just terribly portrayed and directed.

Last but not least volunteering. Today I worked at a carnival type fundraiser at a rich neighborhood in order to do some volunteer work. Let's just say, I had to man the Bounce House, and kids love to make scenes. It is so hard to get kids off the Bounce House and it was chaotic. But, it was a better job than my last one, since the adults actually cared about my well being (hair was pulled from my scalp). My other one was a festival and I was greeting people at the front door and telling them where everything is. I hated that job because one: the people are so rude, two: the people who were suppose to take over my shift came around an hour late, three: I was annoying myself because I had to sound "perky". Yeah.

My worst experience with a stranger either has to be at the DPS, elevator, or volunteer work. At the DPS, there are three types of people, nice people, creepy people, and intimidating people I hated the DPS. It was just a bad place. At my first visit, two old men were staring at my sister and I. It was to the point where we moved away from them, but they moved closer and we moved again next to this tatted up guy, thank god they stopped. Thank you, tatted up guy. It was scary. At my volunteer work, I was confronted by alot of nice people, but some of them were extremely rude. I do not want to go into more detail on that because it was pretty bad.

Yeah, this all happened to me. Ugh, what a long day. I have to go do some homework, so I will talk to you later.

Comment Question: What is your worse experience with a stranger?

With Love,

Violet Sar Bleu

A Day in Life

Here is a schedule of my life. I just wanted you all to get to know me better, so here we go :).

At 6:15 a.m., after I finally stop pressing the snooze button, which wakes me up at 6:00 a.m., I wake up and dread the day that is yet to come. I wake up my sister and walk into the bathroom in order to brush my teeth, wash my face, put on sunscreen, and all that good stuff.

I walk into my room by 6:20 a.m., 6:25 on a bad day, and I get dress. Usually I just pull out a pair of jeans and a t-shirt or a sweater and put on my TOMS or flats and call it a day. On a bad day, I will put on sweatpants, and it is usually when I am not feeling well or my body is aching.

By 6:30, I am downstairs and put on a jacket or sweater if it is cold, which rarely happens, and put whatever I need to in my bookbag and grab some breakfast, usually something random like Maria Biscuits and chocolate milk.

By 6:40, my mother and sister are both downstairs, and my sister starts the car. I usually just sit down and do nothing. My mother readies her things and by around 6:45, we are out of the house.

The drive from my house to my school is pretty quick, and I am usually half-awake.

By the time I am at school, my sister and I walk into the commons and sit down with our friends and either stay in peace and not talk and be in comfortable silence or talk whatever we need to say or sleep, whichever is preferred at the moment.

7:20 is when my first class starts, English. We study Shakespeare and talk about the relationship of Julius Caesar and argue if it should be called the Tragedy of Julius Caesar or the Tragedy of Marcus Brutus. Fun, I know.

Next class begins around 8:45 and it is physics, again another fun class. Here, we study the basics of physics from force to electrostatic stuff to equillibruim of charges based on the distance between the charges and the magnitude of the charge.

By 9:20, I am in art. There, either I am working on a clay pot (which I finished), a soap sculpture (which I am working on), or working on a portrait (which I finished a long time ago). Either those three things.

Fourth class is Chemistryy. I am doing fine in that class. I just do not like the people in it, the students.

Fifth class is Algelbra II. I am bored there, as many teenagers are. We have a break in the middle, lunch. I usually use that time to do portraits and sketches instead of actually eating since I am not hungry at that moment.

After that, I go to World History. Again, another dreaded class. It is not the teacher. It is the material. I cannot wait until we are going into World War II.

Last class of the day is Spanish. I read short stories and poems in there and interpret them and that is pretty much it.

School day ends at 2:30 p.m.

I ride the bus home and listen to music on the way there because kids on my bus are annoying. Do you have that problem with kids on the bus?

I am home by 2:50 p.m. because of the walk from my bus stop to my home. I eat at home for lunch and usually just chill out and call to my parents that I am home.

By 4:30 p.m., I showered and have to head out to Drivers Ed from Monday to Thursday. Class starts at 5:00 p.m. and ends at 7:00 p.m. and I dread every minute of it. I am pretty much keeping awake through Arizona Tea.

By 7:00 p.m., either I change for a 30 min dance class (pretty short, but better than nothing, scheduling problems), or if class is canceled, I change into my pyjamas and eat some dinner.

I do my homework and finish it. After that, I watch YouTube videos and work on my projects until I am tired. I brush my teeth and wash my face before bed and usually sleep around 11:30 p.m. or midnight or 11:00 p.m. on a good day.

That is a day in my life. Nothing really important. This is a school day and on the weekends I pretty much do nothing but homework, watch T.V., watch YouTube, and volunteer.

What is a day in your life like? Are we similiar? Are we different? How?

With Love,

Violet Sar Bleu

P.S. Try a drink called Arnold Palmer. Half Lemonade. Half Iced Tea. Wholesome goodness.