School Started

Today was the first day of my junior year for me, and I am in a weird mindset because of all of the odd classes I am taking such as Art History, Biology II, English III, Human Geography, Pyschology, etc.

Hopefully, I will blend in my classes pretty soon, since I feel like an odd ball out and a loner.

With love,

Violet Sar Bleu

Disturbing things

I apologize for being inconsistent. Yes, I know that I have not written in a while, but I want to give you a reason why behind my apology.

My life, like yours, is inconsistent. I got sick, and had to reminded myself of who is my friend and who is not, which in turn, made me become distant. Other than this blog, I have not been in touch with a social media network (well, except YouTube).

I have other problems too, but I do not want to say just for the sake that I want you to have happy thoughts and not pondering about others. Think happily, for me.

Yes, I know this post is choppy, but when my thoughts run a mile a minute, I cannot help it.

With love,

Violet Sar Bleu

I woke up with a bad mood

Today, I woke up with a bad mood, and everything is annoying me right now. I do not know why. I have not been irritable in a long time. I need to fix it.

With love,

Violet Sar Bleu

Those nights

I have those nights where I end up eating peanut butter out of the jar for dinner then I have a handful of blueberries and call it a night. Yes, those nights.

I have those days where I forget to eat dinner and end up hungry for the rest of the night. Yes, those days.

With love,

Violet Sar Bleu

I am so lonely

Before I begin, I would like to put a disclaimer out there. I know there are people in worse conditions than I am and that I live a privileged life. It is a blessing to be able to wake up and know that there will be food on the table, love from my cousin, sister, mother, and grandma, and that I will be fine in the end, no matter the injury, sickness, or heartbreak. However, like most people in our lives, I find myself a bit unsatisfied.

I have talked about my father before, and I believe that I made you listen to my rants about him far too often. I will not make you listen to them because they are horrendous. Don't you worry.

I have talked about my sister before, and I made you listen to my adoration and confusion for her far too often. I hope you have a best friend like mine because then life will be too unfair. You deserve to be happy.

I have talked about my loving and strict mother before, and I made you listen to my misunderstanding of her far too often. I hope you have someone to care for you because you take care of someone, but someone needs to take care of you. You deserve the best.

I do not remember talking about my grandma, and I need to tell you how wonderful she is. I want you to meet her one day. See you in due time.

Even though I have wonderful people in my life, I feel lonely and empty. For that I feel horrible because I have enough. I hope you have more than enough love to go around.

With love,

Violet Sar Bleu

Apples to Apples, Honesty to Honesty

If you treat people right, people might not treat you right back, but you have the satisfaction of knowing that you treat people with respect. The satisfaction may be minuscule or significant, depending on how you are, not saying you are a bad person. Some people get satisfied by gifts, words of affirmation, acts of service, or touch. It really depends on how we are, and we cannot always expect that we will have full happiness. But, I want nothing but happiness for you.

Be honest, because the afternath of a lie will harm much more. Some people do not want to know the harsh truth. We need to tell them still. You will not always be happy in your life. But, we need the sky to be dark in order for the stars to light up the sky.

With love,

Violet Sar Bleu

Always Again USA and Brandy Melville USA

I am a lazy shopper and do not like to look for the right size. It takes time, and that is the reason why I enjoy shopping at Brandy Melville and Always Again. We just have to be smart about what we buy, so I decided to give you a guide on Brandy Melville and Always Again.

At Brandy Melville, everything is one size fits most except for certain items such as her denim shorts and some of her pants. Her tank tops, mostly the graphic ones, do stay true to one size fits most. I have seen thin girls rock them along with curvier girls. Her short sleeve crop shirts are similar to the  baby tees back in the 90s, but they fit well and only work on certain body types. I have seen look unflattering on both thin and curvy girls, so it really comes down to how it looks on you. Her dresses are on the shorter side, along with some of the skirts. Luma skirts are on the shorter side while the Heather skirt are on the longer side. Sweaters are oversized, so a lot of people do fit into them. Maxi skirts are glorious, along with pants with elastic, since they do fit and flatter both thin and curvy girls.

Always Again has sizes on their crop tanks and crop tee shirts, but her muscle tanks do not have the regular small, medium, and large. The muscle tanks are one size fits most and one size fits bigger than most. So, if you are a thin girl to average, I recommend the one size fits most, but if you are on the curvier side, I recommend the one size fits bigger than mosts. Also, I like the idea of the option cropped and super cropped.

Always Again is an online store at alwaysagainusa.com while Brandy Melville has locations in Europe, California, and New York, it also has an online site at brandymelvilleusa.com.

With love,

Violet Sar Bleu